i started off today with a sad news that a neighbor of mine has passed away.she has been sickly.it was sad.she used to be so nice to me.watching me grow up over the years,as i watch her grow old.
My day slowly turned bright and happy and it felt it was just like old times,the 3 of us,hanging out,only thing,this time we are much more matured and stuff..
i ended this day,27th may with another news of death.Chae Dong Ha (a korean singer) had committed suicide.it's just shocking and sad to hear these kind of story though realistically,death is something we cannot avoid.rest in peace.may you be in a better place.my deepest condolences.
Though this may be some of the most overused phrase,treasure those around you.love them,fight with them,miss them,hate them,but dont ever forget them or fail to appreciate their existence.
-with lots of love,peace out-
Friday, May 27, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
today's word:awesomeness
Finally,my finals are O.V.E.R. can you believe this is happening? i can't believe.everything seem to come and go so fast.It really was a relief that i am done with it.Hmm,how do i put the exam that i went through this time around? i think it was like a month or two or so that i have been starting to feel stress about it,and let me thell you the first day of the exam,i was so nervous and scared and excited at the same time and let me tell you it is NOT a good combo...i could say,i studied hard for it.Hmmm,well i get straight A's or some B's..i dont really think so.i just hope i pass all 4 subjects.that being enough.not having high expectations at all.gave it my all for the exam and am hoping for the best *fingers crossed*
The celebration after exam was AWESOME.and you know what is even more awesome after finshing.Ms.Sweet is back!!!!!!! met up with her already.that girl has change in some ways,but who wouldn't after being in a foreign country alone,and making new friends and living a new life.I think i have changed over the years also.like i have done things that i wouldn't dream of doing.making new friends and having very very close,and awesome one too.(iknowyouloveme and iloveyoutoo.hehehehehe) have a list of things that i wanna do/achieve this holiday.Not gonna say it here,for i fear that i will not go on to do it and you guys will think that i am all talk and not taking any action at all.hehehe.
Ok.back to Ms.Sweet.we talk and talk and talk a lot.it is just pure awesomeness.hahahahahaa.i think i am very very happy.and i love the stuff that she gave me.didn't expect it at all.<3 need to plan to go to somewhere.a definite must!!!!ahhh,this is an awesome holiday..pure happiness.=DDDDD
current songs addiction are:
Jang Woo Hyuk's new album.
i think that's about all the songs that i could think of for now.am still waiting for big bang&2ne1 news about coming to malaysialah.ishhh.i really hope the do come.i shall die of happiness after meeting them.on the other hand,MTV WORLD STAGE 2011 is back again.this time at i-city shah alam.didnt expect it to be there.thought it would be at sunway again.so far,the confirming acts are 30 seconds to mars and pop shuvit.i am hoping(like really hoping) they are bringing some awesome acts because i wanna go again this year.shall try my hardest to win some tickets.hahahahahaaha.ooh oh,Jang Keun Suk is coming on the 4th of June but i didn't manage to win any tickets.oh well another time i guess.
I feel that i really need to go to korea one day.like i feel that once i go there,i'll never wanna come back.XD
ok..i guess that's all for now.
-with lots of love,peace out-
The celebration after exam was AWESOME.and you know what is even more awesome after finshing.Ms.Sweet is back!!!!!!! met up with her already.that girl has change in some ways,but who wouldn't after being in a foreign country alone,and making new friends and living a new life.I think i have changed over the years also.like i have done things that i wouldn't dream of doing.making new friends and having very very close,and awesome one too.(iknowyouloveme and iloveyoutoo.hehehehehe) have a list of things that i wanna do/achieve this holiday.Not gonna say it here,for i fear that i will not go on to do it and you guys will think that i am all talk and not taking any action at all.hehehe.
Ok.back to Ms.Sweet.we talk and talk and talk a lot.it is just pure awesomeness.hahahahahaa.i think i am very very happy.and i love the stuff that she gave me.didn't expect it at all.<3 need to plan to go to somewhere.a definite must!!!!ahhh,this is an awesome holiday..pure happiness.=DDDDD
current songs addiction are:
Big bang's 4th mini album(yes,i am still not bored of it =p)
Big Bang-Ora yeah (T.O.P 's part in the beginning is just LOVE)
2ne1-Lonely
Chris Brown-Oh My Love
The Cataracs ft.Dev-Top of the World
Natalia Kills-Wonderland
C.N. Blue's album
Park Bom-Don't Cry
One Public-Good Life
LMFAO-Part Rock Anthem
Breanne Duren-Daydream
Britney Spears/Jimmy Wong's cover-Till the world ends
David Guetta ft Rihanna-Who's that chick.
ooh ooh and i just discovered this korean band call Nell.and they are awesomeeeeeee =)))Jang Woo Hyuk's new album.
i think that's about all the songs that i could think of for now.am still waiting for big bang&2ne1 news about coming to malaysialah.ishhh.i really hope the do come.i shall die of happiness after meeting them.on the other hand,MTV WORLD STAGE 2011 is back again.this time at i-city shah alam.didnt expect it to be there.thought it would be at sunway again.so far,the confirming acts are 30 seconds to mars and pop shuvit.i am hoping(like really hoping) they are bringing some awesome acts because i wanna go again this year.shall try my hardest to win some tickets.hahahahahaaha.ooh oh,Jang Keun Suk is coming on the 4th of June but i didn't manage to win any tickets.oh well another time i guess.
I feel that i really need to go to korea one day.like i feel that once i go there,i'll never wanna come back.XD
ok..i guess that's all for now.
-with lots of love,peace out-
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Just some thoughts
Was reading some stuff in the newspaper today where it got me thinking.(plus,in the middle of the night,you brain goes a little crazy,so.....) When is it do you know you love someone if you don't really know the person well? It just got me wondering,like for example,you meet/get to know this person and are attracted to the person and want to date him/her and so maybe you go after that person and after getting to know each other more(i.e a few weeks), confess to him/her. Would you say i love you or i like you? some may think that maybe this doesn't really have much difference.but i was thinking to myself,how can you tell someone that you love that person if you don't even know them well?
I once read this quote/sentence somewhere which i have forgotten.it says 'i don't know you well enough to love you'.This sentence has since then been on my mind.I do admit that i have one too many crushes in life (i am talking about normal human being and not celebrities) and from there, liked 2 or 3 of them that i come to realised that i really really like them to the point that i feel like taking things to the next level.
I have confessed to someone that i like.And at the time of doing that,i realised that i can't bring myself to say i love him.there's just like a voice inside my head telling me,well,love may seem a bit exaggerated cos,i don't find myself knowing him well enough to love him but well enough to know that i like him and want to be with him as a bf/gf status and not just as friends.maybe to get to know him better and then to love him.
it's not that i'm criticizing people when they confess using the words 'i love you' is wrong.Some may really mean that,but to some,do you really love him/her or do you just like him? I'm of the opinion that (maybe) for me,i find myself to usually start liking that person first,then i'll proceed to love that person? one of the reasons to this,is as stated above,and another is that,if i were to love that person,it means that *cheesy/cliche sentence ahead* i really see myself having a long term relationship with that person and that if we break up or something,it would really really break my heart,as i would really love him wholly.Though,realistically,if i'm in a relationship with a person now,at this age,(though i'm not in one now)do i like see myself being with him forever,etc,etc,well,honestly no.maybe a few years.who knows what may happen the next day.
I just feel that at times,where you like someone and things don't work out or go the way you want them to be its really sad,what more if you really love that person? it would be worse.I guess i'm just more cautious in classifying my feelings when it comes to these things?
At times though,being caught up in the relationship you just got into,all else are blind to you,and you don't realise that you actually dont love that person to the extent you thought you were.Maybe when i'm in one,all this stuff that i wrote here may not even come to my mind at all.or that all these doesn't make sense at all.hahahahahhaa.as they say love is blind.only when you stop,you come to realised that ''omg,why do i even like/love that person?? can't believe that i did.urghhh.he/she is totally ________________ i so deserve someone better..'' XD
These are just some opinion of mine after watching/reading/listening and experiencing stuff.you may have a totally a different take on this,and you are totally entitled to that take.This is just my take on it.For me now,i guess i'm waiting for that someone.=p and i just wanted to like put this thought in writing? that's it for now.
p/s:one of my fav pharses:i dont know you well enough to love you,but i do know that i really like you for now =D
-with lots of love,peace out-
I once read this quote/sentence somewhere which i have forgotten.it says 'i don't know you well enough to love you'.This sentence has since then been on my mind.I do admit that i have one too many crushes in life (i am talking about normal human being and not celebrities) and from there, liked 2 or 3 of them that i come to realised that i really really like them to the point that i feel like taking things to the next level.
I have confessed to someone that i like.And at the time of doing that,i realised that i can't bring myself to say i love him.there's just like a voice inside my head telling me,well,love may seem a bit exaggerated cos,i don't find myself knowing him well enough to love him but well enough to know that i like him and want to be with him as a bf/gf status and not just as friends.maybe to get to know him better and then to love him.
it's not that i'm criticizing people when they confess using the words 'i love you' is wrong.Some may really mean that,but to some,do you really love him/her or do you just like him? I'm of the opinion that (maybe) for me,i find myself to usually start liking that person first,then i'll proceed to love that person? one of the reasons to this,is as stated above,and another is that,if i were to love that person,it means that *cheesy/cliche sentence ahead* i really see myself having a long term relationship with that person and that if we break up or something,it would really really break my heart,as i would really love him wholly.Though,realistically,if i'm in a relationship with a person now,at this age,(though i'm not in one now)do i like see myself being with him forever,etc,etc,well,honestly no.maybe a few years.who knows what may happen the next day.
I just feel that at times,where you like someone and things don't work out or go the way you want them to be its really sad,what more if you really love that person? it would be worse.I guess i'm just more cautious in classifying my feelings when it comes to these things?
At times though,being caught up in the relationship you just got into,all else are blind to you,and you don't realise that you actually dont love that person to the extent you thought you were.Maybe when i'm in one,all this stuff that i wrote here may not even come to my mind at all.or that all these doesn't make sense at all.hahahahahhaa.as they say love is blind.only when you stop,you come to realised that ''omg,why do i even like/love that person?? can't believe that i did.urghhh.he/she is totally ________________ i so deserve someone better..'' XD
These are just some opinion of mine after watching/reading/listening and experiencing stuff.you may have a totally a different take on this,and you are totally entitled to that take.This is just my take on it.For me now,i guess i'm waiting for that someone.=p and i just wanted to like put this thought in writing? that's it for now.
p/s:one of my fav pharses:i dont know you well enough to love you,but i do know that i really like you for now =D
-with lots of love,peace out-
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
i'll forgive but not forget
I may look like i'm not the type that gets angry,but i actually do,though there's not much things that can piss me off.Why? cos over the years i have come to the point in that,whenever i'm annoyed at someone,i tell myself,why waste my energy at that person? totally not worth it.So,if i'm angry at someone,in about an hour or so i'm ok with it already.but note that once i dont like you/am angry about you,a LOT of people will know.that i can assure you.it's my way to vent out my anger.the longest i have been angry was probably like 1/2 weeks,that was because of the prefect incident in my school during form 4.A song that kept playing in my mind at that time was Christina Aguilera-Fighter.i somehow feel that the song comforts me.
That incident left a big impact in my life.knew that the world is cruel,didnt know it applies when i was just a school student as well.oh well.that helped me to grow up fast.so,i would in a twisted way like to thank those people.i forgive them,but i'll never forget.call me whatever you want,i just can't.and this would probably apply for the rest of my life.
-till then,peace out-
That incident left a big impact in my life.knew that the world is cruel,didnt know it applies when i was just a school student as well.oh well.that helped me to grow up fast.so,i would in a twisted way like to thank those people.i forgive them,but i'll never forget.call me whatever you want,i just can't.and this would probably apply for the rest of my life.
-till then,peace out-
Friday, March 25, 2011
ok.i have concluded that i am a fan of : (in random order and this list is not exhaustive)
ok.they are some pics which are not in my comp.but in my phone.but,how can one not feel happy when the wallpaper of your phone are the HOT guys above??? tell me.
-with lots of love and hotness,peace out-
nail polish(especially dark colors/some nice pastel color =DD)
story books
music.
bracelets & earrings
shoes (more to sneakers and ballet shoes)
bags.
baju which have nice prints/words on it.or simply just plain coloured ones
BIG BANG.dont think i need to put any more emphasis on this. =p
fashion blogs =D
fashion blogs =D
last but not least,food.delicious food.muahahahaha
mq was posting some pics of big bang yesterday that made me so high and happy..hhahaaha.that i start to google image them,esp.g.dragon.and,actually,though i think some of you know this,the wallpaper of my phone is him.*blushes*ok.i know you'll be thinking,''aiyo,this girl memang crazy about them'' but i can't help it and one reason is that i dont like to take pictures of myself.(zi pai in mandarin) and i dont like starring at my face in my phone,so i put the pics that i like to see or will feel happy when i see it.or change it according to my mood. =P here are some pics that i put.heh heh heh.
ok.they are some pics which are not in my comp.but in my phone.but,how can one not feel happy when the wallpaper of your phone are the HOT guys above??? tell me.
-with lots of love and hotness,peace out-
Hello people.i think it's been almost one and a half month or more since i update my blog.i blame myself as i was to lazy to login here.hahahahhaa.ok.shall sum up what i have been up to lately.Lectures have officially ended except for CLR (i think) and revision classes are on now.And it is TIRING AND STRESSFUL i tell you.*cries a river* haih.what to do? for the sake of my exams,shall have to endure it.have started revising also.though these 2 days i keep delaying my work.=( on the bright side,i have finished my CLR assigment ,just waiting for ms.nalina to check my work.ish.she stil havent reply me yet and april will be here real soon.grrrrr.
Went to Jay Chou's concert a few weeks back and it was AMAZING.my first concert of him.i regretted that i didnt went to his previous one,as he performed more songs that i like in his previous concert.he is amazing.though at times i can't really understand what he is singing.And HE HAS LYRICS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM.like at those walls/tiang where the fans sit.Of a number of concert that i have been,this is my first time seeing this,and this amuses me a lot.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.so tak sangka.=p
Super Junior came and i didnt go this year,as none of my friends went.agak sedih that i didnt go.tried to win the tickets but luck was not by my side.but there's always another time,so................MGMT will be playing in KL today.will kill to hear Kids and Electric Feel live.oh well.maybe one day I'm so looking forward to Big Bang.that i can't wait.their new album is LOVE..full of HOTNESS.and another great news is that THEY'LL BE BACK WITH ANOTHER NEW ALBUM IN APRIL.muahahahahahahhahyou are so gonna see me go crazy in April.so beware. XD
Loving TVXQ's new song Before You Go.it is so hot...that i'm addicted.also current addiction are:
Black Eyed peas-Just Can't Get Enough
Donkeyboy-Ambition
Big Bang & G.D & TOP's album.(yes i am still not getting tired of it)
Aziatix-Go
Rihanna ft Drake-What's My name
Andra-Ova there 7 white swans
Big Bang-Lollipop 2 (love g.d's part)
that's all i could think of so far.Se7en will be coming for the Asian Music Festival and i want to see him but not the other acts though.so,sadly,i dont think i'll be going.ooh oh,i finally found the movie that i wanted to watch since last year,in youtube,called Finding Mr.Destiny starring Gong Yoo.he is hot and cute.=p also have finally watch the movie called Boat.wanted to watch it after hearing the song from K.Will called A Droplet in a Second..love that song.and the movie was not disappointing as well.though i dont really like the ending.=( have yet to watch Beastly.think i have to resort to dl-ing it i guess.haihhh...
Went out with Ms.lee last tues and we saw this really hot guy in pavilion that it made my day..menyesal i didnt buy a baju but will be going to pavilion/midvalley next Friday to also celebrate my b'day.so,i shall beli that baju =DDDDD hmm,i guess that's about it for now.till then
-with lots of love,peace out-
Went to Jay Chou's concert a few weeks back and it was AMAZING.my first concert of him.i regretted that i didnt went to his previous one,as he performed more songs that i like in his previous concert.he is amazing.though at times i can't really understand what he is singing.And HE HAS LYRICS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM.like at those walls/tiang where the fans sit.Of a number of concert that i have been,this is my first time seeing this,and this amuses me a lot.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.so tak sangka.=p
Super Junior came and i didnt go this year,as none of my friends went.agak sedih that i didnt go.tried to win the tickets but luck was not by my side.but there's always another time,so................MGMT will be playing in KL today.will kill to hear Kids and Electric Feel live.oh well.maybe one day I'm so looking forward to Big Bang.that i can't wait.their new album is LOVE..full of HOTNESS.and another great news is that THEY'LL BE BACK WITH ANOTHER NEW ALBUM IN APRIL.muahahahahahahhahyou are so gonna see me go crazy in April.so beware. XD
Loving TVXQ's new song Before You Go.it is so hot...that i'm addicted.also current addiction are:
Black Eyed peas-Just Can't Get Enough
Donkeyboy-Ambition
Big Bang & G.D & TOP's album.(yes i am still not getting tired of it)
Aziatix-Go
Rihanna ft Drake-What's My name
Andra-Ova there 7 white swans
Big Bang-Lollipop 2 (love g.d's part)
that's all i could think of so far.Se7en will be coming for the Asian Music Festival and i want to see him but not the other acts though.so,sadly,i dont think i'll be going.ooh oh,i finally found the movie that i wanted to watch since last year,in youtube,called Finding Mr.Destiny starring Gong Yoo.he is hot and cute.=p also have finally watch the movie called Boat.wanted to watch it after hearing the song from K.Will called A Droplet in a Second..love that song.and the movie was not disappointing as well.though i dont really like the ending.=( have yet to watch Beastly.think i have to resort to dl-ing it i guess.haihhh...
Went out with Ms.lee last tues and we saw this really hot guy in pavilion that it made my day..menyesal i didnt buy a baju but will be going to pavilion/midvalley next Friday to also celebrate my b'day.so,i shall beli that baju =DDDDD hmm,i guess that's about it for now.till then
-with lots of love,peace out-
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