Friday, December 31, 2010

A year's a year where i was happy that i did well in my AS but not happy with my alevels overall results.A year where i became a law student officially. A year where i sang k for the first time,and loving it.A year where i played bowling,and is bad at it. XD .A year where i went to Super Junior, MTV Worldstage and Adam Lambert's concert.hahaha.And also got to meet Lee Hom,Lee Chong Wei,Koo Kien Tat,Tan Boon Heong and Rashid Sidek in person XD.A year where i went to Jb and work and had a fun experience.

A year where my bestie left me and went to Scotland to study.=( A year where i went to Singapore for the first time and had fun.A year where i had a car accident for the first time.and it was truly scary.A year where there were many random moments.A year where a lot of drama happened.A year where my heart cracked (not break) a little but it has been patched already =) A year where there were a number of awesome movie.And of a year that all my favourite korean singers made their comeback and it was PURE HOTNESS.A year where i also discovered a number of awesome choreographers and dancers.and also a whole lot of awesome songs.A year that also has a whole lot of nice drama (korean and american) to watch.A year that i had the best birthday ever.But also a year where i lost my grandmother.

A year where i got myself a twitter account and absolutely loving tweeting now.a year where it is truly is amazing.A number of regrets and sadness here and there,but overall,it is AWESOME.
till then,with lots of love and a happy new year,peace out -

randomness & happiness?= fun times

Went to a ''vibrant'' acs school friends gathering on the do i put it,it was kinda strange,as the people that i am meeting are those of some whom i have never met in years..yes YEARS..the akwardness at the beginning on what to talk about and stuff are kinda amusing..Then,randomly ms.lee and i were the only ones ended up to go to P.d with mr.Ryan Sum..we had kinda like vip treatment there which is the first time i have exprerience something like that,and it was awesome.It occured to me also that this is the first time that i went out with mei wee to somewhere kinda far and stayed a night together after SPM..oh god...its kinda sad aint it?? but there are a lot of chances for this to happen more.hehehe.we were kinda bored at the room that night,as we were rushing in packing stuff,forgot to bring some entertainment pula.Also,we forgot to bring some snacks and there we no shops within walking distance which we could find. =(( 

however,it was amazing that we ended up sleeping at almost 3 something am in the morning.hahahaha. It was more amusing to see people polishing shoes(read in cantonese) hahaha...plated bowling for the first time,and i suck at it big time.asyik dapat 0 je.ishh.memalukan.went to walk along the P.D beach and watched the sunset (just a little bit only as it was covered by the clouds sadly) at Lovers Bridge.An amazing view..Do you guys know that you can't watch the sunrise in P.D ?? you can only do that in Terengganu.Sad right?? i know.cos that was my initial plan..hahahah.Went to the Ostrich farm for free (was supposed to pay rm8) thanks to a group of old auntie and uncles who were walking in front of me,the people a t the entrance didnt realised that we were not in the same tour group.hahahhaa.awesomensshanging out and chilling randomly is an amusing and fun experience for me.seriously.hope to go there with my bestie ms.lee and ms.chua and also others as well next time.i think it would be more awesome.=DDDD

here's some pics that day..there are more nicer/random ones,but,i belum dapatkannya.maybe will post it up later.XD
of gossips and the usage of today's gadget everyone can't live without
my blur look =.=
ms.lee and ah chang's teacher.yup.they wore they baju pengantin to a&w.super cool
all of us =)
all of us(well not all lah)
gossip gossip session 2
the berpuluh tahun tak jumpa punya org,Ryan Sum
me talking excitedly to ah chang XD
Le paris & costa rica

the view outside during low tide 1

the view outside during low tide 2

the sweet couple =)


no comment on this pic
''randomness''-by cja
''happy?'' by lmw
it was actually hot at that time,so...

a very random and friendly group of ppl

at Teluk Kemang

love this pic

P.D Ostrich Farm,here we come.muahaha

Epic failure in playing bowling
the proof of epic failure*sigh*

people who heart swings =D

forgive the messy look clothing.tak bawa cukup baju XD

Lovers Bridge

Sadly,we are not romantically linked.just 2 besties.LOVE  this pic
till then,with lots of love,peace out

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Holidays are officially on.=DDD Went out with mei v today...been a long time since we just go out like that..was fun..Both are us are craving for korean food and plan to go satisfy our craving soon.heh heh heh...It's tong yuen festival today,ate some made by grandma and sushi for dinner.Still think that shops in K.L ones are better..Year 2010 is coming to an fast.What plans do i have for the hols?? the usual,staying at home,laze around,study and clean up the house,and of course,go out shopping and stuff.

G.D &TOP's album's coming out on the shall see me go crazy that day.muahahaha(you have been warned) best christmas gift ever!! and next year,best new year/valentine's gift?? Big Bang's new album...*screams* Currently watching we got married(season 1&2) and also 2ne1tv (i just love the show and the people in it) and also Sungkwungkwan Scandal..Ahh,Yoo Ah In is just HOTNESS...such manliness and cuteness.XD have been watching a lot of cooking shows lately also.which makes me crave for a lot of delicious food also..Been watching Masterchef U.S and Top Chef..And there's this one contestant in Top Chef ,Sam who just oozes with cool charisma and manliness that you just can't help falling for him..he is seriously cool and manly..Like never have i met a guy which is this cool.serious..current addictions are G.D.Top ft.park bom-oh yeah and high high..Florence and the machine-dog days are over,f(x)-mr.boogie, Breathe Carolina-The dressing room,Tvxq-athena and Jang Jae In-please.Her voice is very unique in the korean music industry in my opinion...a very rare voice.A summary of year 2010 is on the way..A lot have happened this year.need to read back some posts here,due to some short term memory loss here and there..hehehehehehe..

p/s: i'm so lazy to revise my studies and do my homework...urghhhh...can't they just let us have a holiday to rejuvenate..ishhh
-till then,with lot's of love,peace out-

Thursday, December 16, 2010

if only i could turn back time,this will never happen

as my family planned to go to Muar for a 3 day 2 night stay.I agreed to skipped class on Wed,Thurs and Fri...And drove Karan's car to go down.And shortly after the toll,dad stopped at the emergency lane and I took over the car,as i wanted to practice driving.Sis safety belt got some problem also,so dad went to fix it as well..Just as i started driving not long after that,from afar i saw a red lorry.then i heard that cars we honking at me and i was trying to drive faster as i thought i was super slow(was driving in the left lane) and before i could even say the complete 3 words of wtf, BAM the red lorry hit the back of the car.I could hear mum and sis screaming and sis saying ''why does it have to happen to her again'' dad told them to stay calm when BAM car was hit the second time.

I looked to my right and thought it was a bus,turns out to be a Shell oil tanker.the tanker just bergeser with the right hand side of the car,(meaning my side and my sis' side)...I think i did press the brake or something when this happen? i dont know..not sure.the whole thing happened so fast.after the car stopped.I turn and saw sis and mum...both of them couldnt move..The cermin besar behind was gone...Window at sis side were cracked but not broken...I freaked...Ppl came to look at us and ask us to move the car to the side...I got down to let dad drive and i was shaking all over...Dad and my specs dropped when the accident happened,and i was struggling to fine mine in the car.I was shaking all over and could hear my mum and sis freaking  out..then,the PLUS police came,the lorry drivers who bang us came,etc..mum and sis were sent to the seremban GH.and a guy came and help sent me and dad home and then after that we went to the hospital.

Thank god mum and sis are ok...Mum sprained her neck..sis got bruises here and there,and also had a stiff neck and some part of the body,the muscle is am i...but much better than sis..Then,after that went to the police station to make a police report and saw the Shell oil tanker driver.He said he was trying to avoid the red lorry when he saw the red lorry hitting my car,and my car then spin a little and when to the second late.he said luckily it  was not he who hit me,as he was carrying some 40 000 ton or something litter of oil.and he was so scared as well.And said luckily my car didnt go on and spin to the 3rd lane as if it did,he dont know what would have happen as a very fast lorry cargo was driving pass.And cars driving in the 3rd lane,is as you know,driving at very high speed.

The police sarjan after hearing my story and the others involved,said that in usual cases,those coming out from the emergency lane and get into a accident will usually be in the wrong because if you were to come out from the lane if you really take precaution and there is really no car,an accident would have happen.Anyways,he told me he will investigate this thing further and will tell me by next week or so.And if he feels that i am in the wrong,then he will saman me....Dad said nevermind,as long as everyone's save...But i feel super guilty...I saw what my sis and family gone through an accident last year which was a major one...And i do not want to see my sis go through it again and yet,it was me now who caused her to re-lived the fear...And to hear them scream at that time.i could not explain how i feel..The feeling of guilt,is indescribable.But,all of them told me to not blame myself,and its not my fault..I'm still wondering how did the thing happen...I didnt speed..And dad was sitting beside me guiding me..And i did check the mirror and all before getting out from the emergency lane..I couldnt remember what i did wrong.seriously.And to cause my family to be hurt cause of me,,i feel really really bad......and its sis new car somemore.and the damaged cause,i could say,is pretty bad? i didnt realised that my side of the car door was dented too until i went to the car workshop and saw it yesterday...the back part was damaged the most..and even the lorry car number's tanda can be seen on my car. =.=

i am so sorry...i dare say,that if now,you ask me to drive,i still dare to drive on normal roads,but on highway??? i dont know......i dont even know how can people trust me with my driving again..i dont even feel like letting my sis be with me when i first it was planned that i would drive my sis around in kl..haih...i feel that i have let everyone in my family down and have cause them hurt again.if i was alone that time,it would be least,sis and all wouldnt get hurt and only me...i'm so sorry.below are some pics from the accident.
-with a lot of regret and thankful at the same time that everyone's ok,peace out-

Friday, December 10, 2010

I'm glad that i didnt feel what i expected myself to feel.
                                                                                                          -with lots of love,peace out-