Sunday, November 27, 2011

Current state of mind and life

Work for the college the first time.Realised that there is really some generation gap with the people younger than me.Not all of them,but there are many of them.Am I too mature or are they too childish? I don't know.=.= witness another graduation.Although it has nothing to do with me,it was interesting.Can't believe I get to see 2pm live! AWESOMENESS.It's a priceless and another dream came true.Got to make another new friend.

Taking the public transport by myself to the max due to parents not being at home = a lot of walking/exercise and a lot of mind planning before hand.Feeling stress most of the time after I attend my classes.*cries* = me feeling really really exhausted at the end of every week = sleeping like a pig almost every night and in the train.Feeling very easily irritated at times.Maybe my patience is running thin on certain people.

Successfully opening a durian for the first time and was wondering during the process of doing so,how my dad manage to do it every time.

Missing my friend who is all the way in Scotland who tak reply/online for thousands of years already like crazy..Wanting to cut my hair as soon as my parents comes back.Happy that my friend Phui Gi is back so unexpectedly and love her souvenir.=D Wants to watch the movie 50/50..Needs to first find a partner in crime.=((

Shall post some pics up soon

-with lots of love,peace out-

Sunday, November 20, 2011

축하해 ( congratulations )

Graduation.The (maybe) last moment of your life as a student.It was a fun time to watch people on that day.Happy,expressionless,nervous,bored,,proud.All of it was amusing and fun.Made me imagine about mine too.I guess it's the season of graduating now ? for I am helping out in another one later today.=)
-with lots of love,peace out-

Saturday, November 12, 2011

A Breather

I may not have show this outwardly or that you may not have noticed it.But sometimes,I just get a little annoyed about little/petty things.I am usually the type who just gets pissed at the spur of the moment and the next minute I'm alright.I do realise that and I begin to think to myself,gosh...Am I turning into a control freak or developing a princess-like attitude or being a person who gets offended by the slightest things or just into some form of horrible person? I don't know what's got into me.maybe it's due to a mixture of factors or ,maybe I'm having some PMS moments now.Or it's just that at this hour,I'm just exhausted.

I think I need a chill pill sometimes.A moment of silence.Some quiet emo music.I need a breather.

-peace out-

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Dreams coming true? nahhhh.

I have been cracking my head for the past hour or so as to what was the shoe desinger name that I saw bryanboy tweet a very very long time ago.And I FINALLY found it.-Cinzia Araia- I LOVE her shoes..It's so me in a way.Sadly I think her shop is only in Europe and in Japan?? and it cost a bomb.*cries a sea* It's one of my dream shoes I tell you..Chances of owning it? very,very,very really now.Probably negative 10000.I guess I shall just drool over it on my computer screen and dream of owning it tonight in Dreamland.booooo.
-with lots of love and sadness as well,peace out-

Sunday, November 6, 2011

When you're useful,people'll come to you.And when you're not,you're left to rot.That's what life is about.-the Star newspaper article.

Have been meaning to post this up,but somehow it was stuck as one of my draft post.Read this article about an old woman feeling bitter about life in general.I think I was kind of feeling bitter and fed-up somehow at that point that I was so feeling the article written.Hahaha.That sentence above was the conclusion that I find it meaningful and made a mental note of it.

Realistically,everyone uses someone.But,if balanced with respect and courtesy,it's cool.There a fine line between cool and going overboard.And once you cross that line,to get forgiveness from someone (for me that is) is very very hard.Over time,you maybe forgiven but it is never really forgotten really.

I was pissed about stuff relating to this issue.After a while though,I told myself,'hey,why should I waste my energy on pitying myself,bla...bla...bla... right?' I've learnt my lesson and screw you.Go talk to the hand next time.Am I overreacting to this? am I expecting too much?

What do you call a guy who is acting like a b*tch? This question has been in my mind from time to time.Forgive me if you find my level of profanity has increased lately.I'm just too pissed or fed-up sometimes that I help it.

-with lots of love,peace out-

Friday, November 4, 2011

It's November now!!Pimples,go awaylah.i beg you.pleaseeeeeeeeee... Things are going on as usual.Got my hands on a few more albums.hhhehehehe.They are: Coldplay-Mylo Xyloto,Demi Lovato-Unbroken,Table-Fever's End Part 2,and Dev-The Night The Sun came out.I'm such a music junkie.hahahaha.loving all those album there.=DD Am gonna start my marathon on 2pm songs soon.=D i'm excited.There's another concert called Mnet Live i think where Super Junior,f(x),miss A and B1A4 is coming.I'm thinking whether to go or not to go.It's happening in December.Just a short update for today.Oh ya.of course,not forgetting,Happy Birthday to the one and only Choi Seung Hun aka TOP.One of the hottest out there.I can keep on talking on and on,on how much hot and funny and tall and etc,etc,etc he is.hahahaha.

Come HOT is he right? hahahahaha
with lots of love and hotness,peace out-