I'm fine

I'm not depressed. I can still smile at pretty things, and laugh when jokes are funny.
I can still talk to people and enjoy nice days.
But when I go inside, when I am alone,
There is something broken.
And I fall into a sadness so sweet, that it engulfs me.
I look into the mirror and I don't like what I see.
And the tears always fall
When I'm falling asleep, and I miss something that doesnt exist.

I am not depressed.
I've just been sad for a while.
But I can still find the light.
I can still smile.

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I still have my rays of unspent sunshine which I draw up in times of darkness

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You never get over it.
But you get to where it doesn't bother you too much.

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