it's about moi

2012-02-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day! For those lovers out there,it's an extra special day to celebrate love I guess? hahaha.For me ,it's really just another day.No feeling of bitterness or whatsoever this year.(i use to feel a little last time).Gosh,I'm such a grown up now.=/ It's a good thing I guess.hahaha. Was hoping to witness maybe some interesting things,but did not at all.Was a bit disappointed.

Received a call from the King of Gold Bells at night,and again,I was in blur mood cause I was still sleeping (my evening nap) So,so,so sorry man.*cries* The weather is so,so,so hot these days that it's killing me.My love for black coloured clothing is wavering thanks to the weather.

Nothing much lately.Am trying out Shiseido skincare stuff and it's not bad.Am most probably gonna some of their stuff soon.The sales person recommended me a couple of extra thing.What puzzles me is that she reccomends like two types of stuff in the same category for example,two different type of toner.I feel weird cos I was thinking is there a need to use of different product of the same thing,you get what I mean? That made me think,is she selling me,in a way to get more sales? Hmmm..Need to ask me friends some opinion about this I guess or shall just google it to get some reviews,etc.hehehe.

College is busy and stressful as usual.Arghhhh,I can do this! I must! While I was cleaning up my room for CNY,my mind started compiling a list of things/projects that I wanna do for my holiday after my exams.:DDD A couple of things I have never done before and I hope I have the patience and endurance to complete it,(being the person that I am,I really hope I do).Shall not list it down here first for I don't wanna jinx it.=)

Can't wait for Big Bang's comeback!! Am getting excited about it.It feels like it's been such a long wait after what had happen to them the past year.

That's more of less the summary of what's been happening these past few days/week I guess.Off to read some blogs,revise a bit and sleep.

=with lots of love,peace out-

On days where you feel like crap

2012-02-06T10:09:00.000-08:00

As I'm reading my texbooks and seeing my friends study,I'm scared and worried.Am I doing enough.Is it really enough? I have about 3 months or so left.Yes.It seems like a long time but I know it's not.I'm scared and worried making me feel stressed out and when I do stuffs like watching shows,reading blogs,I feel guilty.I force myself to study,reminding myself that I have to at times I don't feel like doing so.

The positive part of me keeps assuring me that everyone has their own way of studying.Dont over think stuffs as it will kill you.I try not to.But it's hard.What fear can do to you is scary.

Studies aside,my face's crap.As in my complexion.I need to go for a facial soon.Not sure when.Have classes on weekdays and on Saturday,it's till night.Want to change or get some facial products,I'm at a lost.Don't know which one to choose.One person tells me this,the other person tells me that.(the people who sells skincare products,I mean) Asking my sis opinion,she scolds me and tells me why do I keep changing and stuffs.She tells me that she wants to help me squeeze my pimples and stuff on my face.I freaked because the last time she does that,it made my face worse.The facial products all so freaking expensive that it makes me think twice before buying one.Why? I dont want to waste my money and buy a bottle for like hundreds of dollars and then find out that it makes my face worse.Plus,it's my own money.I don't feel nice asking my parents for so much money..Am trying to change my eating and lifestyle habit,etc.

My sister irritates and pissed me off lately.Am tired of explaining stuffs and so I just usually keep quiet.Or like just let the thing pass by.I am no superhuman nor am you maid.Don't keep expecting me to do all the simple stuff for you where you are lazy to do.You are tired,so am I.The reason of when I was younger I did all this already and now it's your turn or now is the time for you to learn is plain bullshit.If you were to calculate,the time when you stop doing all the stuffs and the time when i started doing all of it till today can be very much equivalent already.

Dont get me wrong.i love her but sometimes i just am annoyed with her to death.In a way I guess it makes me a person where when I want something,I,myself will go and make it happen.Like,if I want to go to a concert,I'll go buy it myself,etc.Why sit around and wait and then regret and complain to the whole world right? If I'm able to get the stuffs i want with my own ability,I'll go do it.

I need a place to let out my anger,sadness and worries and whatnot.This is the place.Sorry if I'm boring you.I mean you must have think that this girl here is a spoil brat who is selfish and calculative when it comes to helping out and is just plain lazy when it comes to her studies.Hey,you are entitled to what you think.I'm cool with it.

I guess I just need people to reassure me for I am so unsure,insecure,not confident and indecisive of myself at times,that I hate it but can't help it(you know,sometimes you just have days where you just feel like you're crap,etc).Am trying to not think of what people think of me.Man,i hate myself being like this and am trying to improve on this point here.

I'm cranky now,so good night.peace out.

2012-01-31T11:18:00.000-08:00

Are you an ugly crier? I am one and hence not a big fan of crying in public or showing any raw emotions.(what a reason right? hahaha)yes.i'm weird in my own way.

p/s:loving Miryo of Brown Eyed Girls new solo album-Johoney.All the songs off the album is awesome..Not all artist has an album full of nice songs.it's usually only one or two that i like.

2012-01-30T07:32:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Meeting up with family and friends,food,fireworks,karaoke,lou sang and of course juicy gossip.Ooh and new clothes.Hahahaha.
ignore the fat photos of me *sigh*

-with lots of love,peace out-

i.d.g.a.f.o.s

2012-01-26T10:17:00.000-08:00

I think I once wrote here,somewhere in my blog that people generally do not change easily.But I have come to realise that we as time passes by,we do however tend to change our perception on life and things.Mostly through experience and the way we adapt to new surrounding.

The now me don't really have a problem with eating/shopping alone.Yes.It is sad and super lonely at times,especially shopping.I have gotten used to it somehow.Eating alone used to be a big issue for me.Being super self conscious of myself,I hate eating alone or people looking at me when I eat( I still do today on people looking at me).But now,as I've realised lately,that I don't really care.It's nice at times.You get to people watch and be amused at stuff that you,yourself get it.I only tend to not have trouble shopping alone if I have already set goals on what I want to buy.Not clothes though,cos I tend to need opinion on it.hahahaa.

The now me don't long for a boyfriend and dread being single like I used to last time.Not totally 100% lah but not as bad as last time.Am of the opinion now that being single is actually a good thing at times.There's less drama in your life,as in you have a bit more freedom to a certain extent.Of course from time to time I wish I had a bf,(times where the whole world around me,people seem to be hooking up except me,times when I feel I need some companion everyone seems busy with their lives,etc,etc)but for now: ''No boyfriend,not a problem'' =D

The now me likes things to be spontaneous up to a certain extent.I like to plan stuff a bit beforehand.Especially like meeting ups or birthday stuffs or just some events.The now me realised that sometimes being the bad person is better than being the nice person all the time.The now me am not that naive in just simply believing some crap that is being said to me.

The now me keeps reminding myself not to fall for fantasy stuff,i.e. being realistic and facing the fact that some things are just suppose to work that way.The now me have learnt how to keep her mouth shut at times,and that ignorance is truly a bliss at certain times.The now me tries not to be super judgemental and try to practice what I preach(as in the stuffs that I always annoys me) The now me prefers to be low profile and try not to be a show off or arrogant.

The now me am very thankful of the people I get to know so far.Good or bad,in a way they help me become stronger.The now me have gotten tired of at times trying to be someone I am not just to impress a person.I don't see the point in doing it at times,but in the world full of fake people and people who takes people at the face value/at first instance,one can't help but be fake at times.

The now me appreciates the little things in life that is easily forgotten and tries not to regret on these things when its too late to turn back time.This results in me now trying to live a life of what I think is the right way.Living it for myself to a certain extend for I realised that my actions in a way always affects those who love and care about me.

The now me tries to me a (wo)man of her words for action speaks louder than words.The now me tries not to be over dramatic.The now me can take criticisms better and try not to take myself too seriously.The now me tries not to be overly sensitive and hence,be more open and positive.

p/s: At times I ask myself,what are my flaws? Am I a two-faced person,am I fake? Am I materialistic? What kind of person do you think I am? The negative traits of me.Feel free to tell me,for I am curious of your opinion of me,and don't be worried that I can't accept it for I seriously value constructive criticisms.. =)

note:title of the post is taken from dillon francis' song.(currently loving the song)google the meaning if you're curious for what it means.An early apology for the level of profanity used.=p
-with lots of love and curiosity, peace out-

2012-01-17T07:54:00.000-08:00

Am killing me brain cells at this hour.hardworking? not really.That's because I took a 4 hour nap in the afternoon.The after effects of attending Trust class leaves you exhausted or emo or hungry.Was thinking of eating something to fill my tummy before I took the train today and thought of eating ice cream from McD.But I just ate some yesterday and I feel it's fat and hence decided to opt for a healthier option and so bought some fruits.Thank god i ate em' because the train that I got into today does not have air cond.At 1.30 pm in the afternoon!!

As a result yesterday's train delay,decided to wear shorts today,which I am so thankful that I did.Once the train stop in Serdang I got my butt of the coach I was in and went to another coach.Thank god it has air cond in them.If not,I would have fainted for real.It was just so stuffy.Urghhh...

I'm on break time now and so decided to blog for fun...I think I may have found the perfect white shirt from Uniqlo.and I also spotted a nice shirt dress.Am very tempted to buy em..White shirt cost about rm.79.90.Shirt dress price? could not bring myself to find out..Arghhh.I'm worried if I keep spending I'll go broke soon.Even angpau money would not be enough to cover it.*sigh* Shall berjimat cermat this few weeks first.Less eating nice stuff and all.Invest em in clothes.muhahahahahaa.

AND AND AND,just discovered that Big Bang's come back is in FEBRUARY!!!!! Can't wait!!!!! More songs to put in my ipod and be a happy person.Be warned that when their album is released I'll more or less spam twitter and fb.*evil laughs* OK..back to work for now.

p/s: ice kacang/easyway would be perfect in this weather.=D

-with lots of love,peace out-

2012-01-11T20:16:00.000-08:00

Lalala.I'm so efficient that I updated 2 blog post yesterday.It's an easy one as it's just uploading pictures.Hahahahaa.This happens I'm lazy and feels that the pictures that I took can more or less do all the talking.*wink*

How's life for everyone lately? Me? Still pretty much the same.Thoughts of the exam is just around the corner comes to my mind every single day and me trying to not face reality.Such a energy and mind consuming thing to do*sighs* Decided to not go to Land class today as the cycle of that time of the month just started and I feel lazy.(this kinda explains the weird mood swings I've been having before that)Then woke up to messages informing me that there's a change of lecturer today for Trust as Ms.Puvan's uncle passed away.My condolences to Ms.Puvan's family.

And hence,decided to not go to class all together.Shall paint my nails,watch a movie,read up some blogs and drool over nice photos of clothes/bags/shoes/nail polish/accessories and revise at home instead.See I have the whole day planned out already.Hahahaha.

Chinese New Year is also just around the corner and guess what I have 0,yes ZERO tops.Only bought 3 leggings/tights from Topshop so far.Haih...and I also feel like getting myself a new pair a sneakers.But,I am not rich.And hence,when I am not in a sort of a financial crisis now only I shall get myself one.Fear of the shoes that I want will be gone,is acceptable by me already.For I got a feeling that the shoe that I've longed for would most probably cost a bomb anyway which leads to me not being 'sampai hati' to spend my money on it.But I 'sanggup' spend it on concerts.I know.I know.and I don't know why.Urgh..

Missing my friend Ms.Sweetlah.She menghilang again.*heavy sigh* And I have yet to hang out with Phui Gi.I feel so bad at times,cos I'm kinda busy with college and didnt get the chance to hang out with her from the moment she came back.Many apologies.Shall find a time to do so as soon as possible.

A couple of stuffs has got me thinking also lately.But shall post them up in seperate posts,as their more to what you may call emo-self-contradicting thoughts I guess.

Am addicted to songs that just make me feel happy or somewhere along that line of feeling lately.which equals to a number of pop songs.hahaha.

-with lots of love,peace out-

Moments of bliss.Merci

2012-01-11T09:49:00.000-08:00

Spot me =p this pic was taken by Galaxy.

Note:the word merci used is french for thank you.=)

Of Hanoi & Halong Bay

2012-01-11T09:40:00.000-08:00

Nope.your eyes are not deceiving you.There's no door.Only one of it in the toilet has a door.

Was actually freezing myself here cos of the wind T.T

At a certain angle,these rocks looks like they're kissing

Note:the sampan is also gonna sink.It's so funny.

Failed jump shotlah actually.

And so,farewell.=)

NYE

2011-12-31T03:23:00.000-08:00

Decided that the previous post was supposed to be my summary of 2011,but realized that it was a bit difficult to summarize my recent trip to Vietnam.hahaha.So,a separate post it is.

Year 2011-The year where I had my LLB exams and pass it! (what a relief) I that constant studying is now a must for me.(i do slack off at times people,like for the past 2 weeks =((.] I think that my level of patience towards certain people has gone thin.Became more impatient and gets annoyed easily at times..Think it is due to the fact that I have realized that why must I just give way to people who at times take advantages of me or take me for granted knowing what kind of person I am.Realized that I shouldn't be a piece of cloth for people to use to wipe their feet. And that I can't make everyone love me.Better still to love myself and if you hate me,then so be it..

Visited a number of country this year which I did not expect myself to visit.Hong Kong,Macau,Vietnam,and in Malaysia itself,Penang and Langkawi with my friends. Been to a lot of concerts this year.A blow to my purse but all of it was truly awesome did not regret it at all..Had a lot of fun when Ms.Sweet came back!
Attended my friend's graduation for the first time,worked for the college and realized that there really is a bit of a generation gap with the people younger than me in my college( some of 'em not all though -- I guess it's the differences in the level of maturity and personality)

Had many sad farewells.Ms.Sweet going back to Scotland and kinda menghilang diri for months due to her busy schedule. =(((( Ms.King Gold Bell winning the King's College scholarship(so so so proud of her) and going off to London.Mei Quin and the gang going to UK for their 3rd year.Hence,missing all the times seeing them in college and hanging out with them.But these farewells are not forever so,it's fine =)

In the music department,discovered a lot like really a LOT of awesome music.Oh what would I do without them..From Big bang to coldplay to like Bobby Brackins,they are all L.O.V.E. The same with dramas and movies.Love of reading fashion blogs are still very deep.Discovered some new ones from Yvan Rodic,Eva Chen and by Hannie Hidayah(not sure if its the correct spelling).

I think you can't compare like 2010 or 2011 was more awesome as you experience different things in a year.You grow.you change and you learn as time passes by,hence you view on things may also change,for good or for bad is one only for you and maybe for the people around you to notice.As long as you look ahead and continue to improve yourself and stay humble (i.e. not turning into some bitch) I think it will be fine then.

Here's to a great year ahead.Wishing everyone all the best in their exams,health,to experience more precious,happy and memorable moments in their live.Hello 2012.Bring it on!From the song of Bobby Brakins ft.Dev-A1--'' ..I'm solid,I'm A1...my lifestyle's A1..'' =D

-with lot's of love,peace out-

Looks like it,but it's not the summary of the year.

2011-12-31T03:00:00.000-08:00

*blows part horn* it's the last day of 2011 today.what are you guys up to? partying? spending it with you significant other? being a glutton ? staying at home ? i am doing the last two stated.Hahahaa.It just occured to me that I spent New Year's Eve at home every year somehow.Don't ask me why.It just happen.I tend to contradict myself on that fact that in a way I do not need to be in a place where there will be tons and tons of people and I can stay at home and watch gayo daejun and tweet and watch normal television at the same time.Yes.It is doable people.I did that last year.Hehehe.The contradiction part is that I kinda half envy people posting up in fb on how awesome they're gonna party,etc.But,all is well,I do not,I repeat,i do not feel super emo...Shoot.I plan it in my head to try to not write a super long summary of the year this time.But...just look at this first paragraph!

Ok.Back to serious business.First up,yes.I have been neglecting this blog due to none other than my love of procastination.had a 2 weeks year end holiday to which I pack my bag and leave for Hanoi,Vietnam.Underestimated the weather and so freeze my ass out at certain hour of the day which resulted in : My lips and skin being super dry.Committing some fashion crimes,catching the flu when I got home.boooooooo... Other than tat,Vietnam was beautiful.Went to Hanoi and Halong Bay and at times,especially at Halong Bay,you wouldn't feel that you''re at Vietnam,more like you're in China with those super beautiful scenery.The food are ok.The people there are sadly kinda poor and being desperate for money,everything that they do has a purpose,which makes it (for me) hard to see when are the times they are sincere and when are the times they are not.And 2 of my H&M bracelet got stolen,partly was my mistake of not carrying my backpack in front (like a pregnant lady kinda style).Luckily though not more valueable got stolen,i.e. my ipod and ipad.Word of advice: it is best not to carry a bagpack in vietnam as it's not that safe.

Stuffs sold there are more to handicrafts and not like clothes,etc.Did not buy anything for myself other than a pair of leggings which I thought was rm8 which ended up to actually be rm20.(was at a hypermarket which is to them is a shopping mall and there was kinda a sale.)Ooh oh,another highlight in my trip is that in the tour group that I join (27 of us) there's a good looking guy.Heh heh heh.Sadly though,didn't get the chance to know him as most of them we hang out with our family.Oh well,let's hope that there's fate for us to bump into each other again maybe?? hahahaha.

It was interesting to spend Christmas there,(the hotel had a special supper which I was too full to eat any and ave us free chocolates in our room.hahahhaa.) Also,some of the culture and way of live of the people in Vietnam is interesting to watch.My sis and I had a great time spending a certain amount of time doing people watching.Ooh oh,one thing I need to say is the people there LOVE flowers.They buy bouquet of flowers like they wanna propose of something...When do they buy the flowers? going to the airport or just like a daily kinda of thing to give to their love ones,etc...And another thing is that the traffic is CRAZY there.There are not many road lines dividing the road lanes and the vehicles don't seem to stop for you to cross.In actual fact the just slow down but,being a tourist,you get the feeling that they dont stop,you get what I mean? After like 3 days there,I finally get the hang of crossing the roads there.Hahahahaa..

Will most probably upload the photos next year,since today is already the last day of the year.=)

-with lots of love,peace out-

One Day..that one day....for a day......

2011-12-14T10:24:00.000-08:00

I just finish watching the movie One Day which I don't know why it was not shown in Malaysia or haven't been shown in Malaysia since it was already out like on last October or something and I LOVE IT that I feel that i need to blog about it.My friend,Ms.Sweet first told me about this when she was reading the book and pretty much told me the whole story and told me that they were making a movie.

I didn't know until much later that Anne Hathaway was to act in it as the lead.I don't know,some may find it boring,different people,different view/taste..But I love it somehow.Have not read the book,but wanna do so soon.Sadly,not enough time..See whether I can squeeze in some time or not =DDD

Watching the movie,I was thinking to myself.Ahhh,is it really possible for a guy and a girl to be just friends? I mean like just normal friends??? My initial answer was no..It's very hard.There are only a few who really can..But over the months/years..I feel that this maybe possible but...(of course there a but right?) I feel that at some one point in your friendship,either one has ever like the other or like one has thought/contemplated of 'what if we take it to the next level? ' ..

Hey,maybe you never experience/thought about it before,and it's cool.Maybe it's just me who feels that your bf/partner should also and always be your best friend too.Someone whom you can relate to,have something in common,sharing the same level of humour(this is very important for me),and also we must be able to like 'click'/communicate.I think I would die if that doesnt happen.hahahahahaa.

Also,I was thinking to myself,if you like someone,just like go for it..don't do it impulsively though.I mean,weigh some pros and cons,get some reassurance,etc so that you don't end up hurting yourself instead.But,I feel if 2 person are really meant to be together,then fate in a way or another help you.

Though the happy ending story does not remain forever,at least it lasted for a good period of time right? As a good memory for you to reminisce about? yes.there might be some anger,tears,hatred and all that negative feelings identified in the world,but I am a believer that every could has a silver lining.So,if the happy ending is a short one,appreciate it.At least you had one.Better than those who hasn't had one.Or had one as awesome as yours.hahaha.

Ahhh,I feel that I'm turning into an old soul now after looking at the stuff I've wrote here and also what I'm about to write.hehe.We should definitely savour all those special moments in our lives.It doesn't have to be like for a huge scale event whatsover.Just those small things in life that sometimes will just pass us by without us even realising it is enough.=) I mean,if you can re-live one day of your life,which one day of it would you wanna experience it again?? For me,I have to admit,I have to many of them.hahahaha.And if I have just one day to live,I'll make sure I'll do everything that I wanna do and not sleep.I mean,you can sleep later since you only have one last day on Earth right?

-with lots of love,peace out-

2011-12-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hello December.One more month to go and it's the end of 2011.I do not believe that the world will end in 2012.So..I'm looking forward to live on.hahahahaa.These past weeks my life is pretty much a pretty boring routine.Going to college,revising stuff,sleeping as much as I can,hearing songs while checking out blogs that I'm usually stalkingI'm feeling busy/tired that I am not really watching the dramas that I am cathing up lately.Shocking.I am shocked myself too...Just discovered another new blog and I'm addicted! It's by Teen Vouge beauty editor,Eva Chen =) Once in a while,I think to myself,if I'm not doing law,what would I do? I think I would do something related to fashion,or like organizing concert stuff.Reason: I love reading fashion blogs,drooling about clothes/shoes/bags/accessories/nail polishes but usually will think twice before I really purchase something. and I LOVE concerts if you dont know that already.

I need to get this out of my chest.I hope and need to go to YG Family/Big Bang's concert one day.Like seriously.It's a lifetime dream.The ultimate one is being to attend it in Korea itself.I can die happy after that.Without any regrets =DDD Also,I know this is bad,but I'm already compiling stuffs that I want for my birthday already.I have this feeling to spend more on myself since it's my 21st b'day next year.What an excuse right? I also have another dream birthday list that have been compiled in my mind.Why is it a dream list? Stuffs that I want in that list is too expensive.Shall own it when I earn a salary in future.(which is hopefully enough to get what i want in my dream list).*sigh*

Life is peaceful lately without much drama going on to affect my take on what a good life is.Dramas that happened is at times what makes life a tiny bit more interesting.hehehe.Songs that I am currently into Junggigo-Waterfalls.Jang Jae In-Winter Night,Calvin Harris-Bounce/Feel So Close,Rihanna ft.Calvin Harris-We Found Love(yes,i am still not tired of it),Jang Woo Huk's 4th mini album-Back To The Memories.Spitz-Yoru Wa Kakeru ( of Honey and Clover OST) and Yui-Hello (of Paradise Kiss the Movie OST). I guess that's all for now.

-till then,with lots of love,peace out-

Current state of mind and life

2011-11-27T08:12:00.000-08:00

Work for the college the first time.Realised that there is really some generation gap with the people younger than me.Not all of them,but there are many of them.Am I too mature or are they too childish? I don't know.=.= witness another graduation.Although it has nothing to do with me,it was interesting.Can't believe I get to see 2pm live! AWESOMENESS.It's a priceless and another dream came true.Got to make another new friend.

Taking the public transport by myself to the max due to parents not being at home = a lot of walking/exercise and a lot of mind planning before hand.Feeling stress most of the time after I attend my classes.*cries* = me feeling really really exhausted at the end of every week = sleeping like a pig almost every night and in the train.Feeling very easily irritated at times.Maybe my patience is running thin on certain people.

Successfully opening a durian for the first time and was wondering during the process of doing so,how my dad manage to do it every time.

Missing my friend who is all the way in Scotland who tak reply/online for thousands of years already like crazy..Wanting to cut my hair as soon as my parents comes back.Happy that my friend Phui Gi is back so unexpectedly and love her souvenir.=D Wants to watch the movie 50/50..Needs to first find a partner in crime.=((

Shall post some pics up soon

-with lots of love,peace out-

축하해 ( congratulations )

2011-11-20T09:01:00.000-08:00

Graduation.The (maybe) last moment of your life as a student.It was a fun time to watch people on that day.Happy,expressionless,nervous,bored,,proud.All of it was amusing and fun.Made me imagine about mine too.I guess it's the season of graduating now ? for I am helping out in another one later today.=)
-with lots of love,peace out-

A Breather

2011-11-12T09:44:00.000-08:00

I may not have show this outwardly or that you may not have noticed it.But sometimes,I just get a little annoyed about little/petty things.I am usually the type who just gets pissed at the spur of the moment and the next minute I'm alright.I do realise that and I begin to think to myself,gosh...Am I turning into a control freak or developing a princess-like attitude or being a person who gets offended by the slightest things or just into some form of horrible person? I don't know what's got into me.maybe it's due to a mixture of factors or ,maybe I'm having some PMS moments now.Or it's just that at this hour,I'm just exhausted.

I think I need a chill pill sometimes.A moment of silence.Some quiet emo music.I need a breather.

-peace out-

Dreams coming true? nahhhh.

2011-11-09T08:43:00.000-08:00

I have been cracking my head for the past hour or so as to what was the shoe desinger name that I saw bryanboy tweet a very very long time ago.And I FINALLY found it.-Cinzia Araia- I LOVE her shoes..It's so me in a way.Sadly I think her shop is only in Europe and in Japan?? and it cost a bomb.*cries a sea* It's one of my dream shoes I tell you..Chances of owning it? very,very,very low.like really now.Probably negative 10000.I guess I shall just drool over it on my computer screen and dream of owning it tonight in Dreamland.booooo.
-with lots of love and sadness as well,peace out-

2011-11-06T10:58:00.000-08:00

When you're useful,people'll come to you.And when you're not,you're left to rot.That's what life is about.-the Star newspaper article.

Have been meaning to post this up,but somehow it was stuck as one of my draft post.Read this article about an old woman feeling bitter about life in general.I think I was kind of feeling bitter and fed-up somehow at that point that I was so feeling the article written.Hahaha.That sentence above was the conclusion that I find it meaningful and made a mental note of it.

Realistically,everyone uses someone.But,if balanced with respect and courtesy,it's cool.There a fine line between cool and going overboard.And once you cross that line,to get forgiveness from someone (for me that is) is very very hard.Over time,you maybe forgiven but it is never really forgotten really.

I was pissed about stuff relating to this issue.After a while though,I told myself,'hey,why should I waste my energy on pitying myself,bla...bla...bla... right?' I've learnt my lesson and screw you.Go talk to the hand next time.Am I overreacting to this? am I expecting too much? Maybe.but.I.dont.care.

What do you call a guy who is acting like a b*tch? This question has been in my mind from time to time.Forgive me if you find my level of profanity has increased lately.I'm just too pissed or fed-up sometimes that I help it.

-with lots of love,peace out-

2011-11-04T00:44:00.000-07:00

It's November now!!Pimples,go awaylah.i beg you.pleaseeeeeeeeee... Things are going on as usual.Got my hands on a few more albums.hhhehehehe.They are: Coldplay-Mylo Xyloto,Demi Lovato-Unbroken,Table-Fever's End Part 2,and Dev-The Night The Sun came out.I'm such a music junkie.hahahaha.loving all those album there.=DD Am gonna start my marathon on 2pm songs soon.=D i'm excited.There's another concert called Mnet Live i think where Super Junior,f(x),miss A and B1A4 is coming.I'm thinking whether to go or not to go.It's happening in December.Just a short update for today.Oh ya.of course,not forgetting,Happy Birthday to the one and only Choi Seung Hun aka TOP.One of the hottest out there.I can keep on talking on and on,on how much hot and funny and tall and etc,etc,etc he is.hahahaha.

Come on.how HOT is he right? hahahahaha
with lots of love and hotness,peace out-

Pictures time.

2011-10-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

Addiction 1-Yvan Rodic's Visual Diary blog.

Addiction 2-Nail polish.Am still continuing with the collection.Feel free to contribute any time <3

My motivation to study at the table =p

Weslife Concert 2011.Pftt,they have now broken up.=(

The should produce mineral water bottle with caps like these more.love it.

The day i went on an adventure.

Adventure became scary looking at the crowd here.

Not losing hope.Still tengah bertahan there.

High level of patience paid off.Nearing what i meant to do =)

#$%^&))(&&%$@@ !**&%

Felt grateful and loved.=)

The stuff that I have been addicted all this while or recently are clearly shown above.Starting from a blogger and ending it with food.=)))
-with lots of love,peace out-

Music addiction much?

2011-10-24T03:07:00.000-07:00

October is coming to an end already.Can you believe it?!?! Gosh.it's so fast to the end of the year already.=(( There's a lot of album releases for the past week or so,which makes me a happy person.hahahahaa.Patrick Stump released his solo album called Soul Punk and I'm loving it.Just downloaded Verbal Jint's album,Go Easy,which is awesome too.and Tablo's back with his solo album.It's a very personal album i feel.The songs,I feel are mostly about what he has gone through the past 2 years.Sad,but I love every single song in it.Can't wait for Part 2 of his album.Heard Tae Yang's being featured in it.Never have I imagine they would have collaborated.Also,need to check out Coldplay's new album which is out already I believe.Loving Rihanna ft Calvin Harris-We Found Love.The mv is not the best way to portray the song,but I like the opening of it.Hehehe.I feel it is a bit better than Britney's new mv though in that it has more meaning?Loving Girl's Generation-The Boys too.=D I'm loving house kind of music lately.Mainly by David Guetta and Calvin Harris.(if this can be classified as house music that is) =p Ooh,I know this is a bit late,but I'm hooked on Sistar19-Ma Boy.The dance in it is so sexy.I mean,how do they manage to do that kinda body wave?? salute. Also,am still addicted to Jun.K-Alive and 2ne1's cover of Love is So Difficult .See,I told you,October is a month full of song addiction for me which equals to me being a very happy person.hahahahaha.

Music addiction aside,am having 1 week holiday for Deepavali now.The one good thing of my college being in Brickfields I guess.hehe.However,need to catch up with my studies,as I have assignment to do and a time test to study for.For what subject you may ask? it's none other than Trust.Ms.Puvan scares the hell out of me and will never fail to make one feel stress.Hence,need to start training my brain cells for war people!!! =((

Am currenly watching 2 dramas.The Man Who Can't Marry (this is an old drama which I somehow was not interested when it came out,but am interested now)Didnt realised that Yoo Ah In and Kim So Eun is in it.Uhm Jung Hwa is just beautiful.=) and Man of Honor starring the cute Park Min Young.=D
That's it for now.

p/s: Ms.Sweet if you're reading this,I hate you for not replying my fb messages.Boooooooo =((((( Am missing you and a bit worried about you you know?? *cries a river*

till then,with lots of love,peace out

Errrr,what?

2011-10-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since i posted a post here.Usually,when I see something interesting I would make a note in my mind to either tweet about it or to remember to write it in my blog.The stuff that I write here have usually been pre-drafted in a very short and messy framework in my mind in a very short amount or time.Or I just blog on the spot the stuff that I wanna say.And I feel I have the tendency to write a LOT or really in detail(as what I'm doing now right??).Hahaha.

My classes are on Monday,Tuesday,Thursday,Saturday and Sunday.Surprised that I even have a class on a Sunday? Well,I actually choose to attend the sunday class because I am choosing my lecturers (which whom I prefer) for some of my subjects.Hence,the sacrifice.Will usually feel exhausted after classes (some end as late as 7.45 pm!!) and the procrastinating thought to post pone posting stuff here.

It's been a month or two since classes start and gosh,time pass by so fast.Year 2 is definitely no joke.The first few weeks or so,I could sit in class trying hard to pay attention but find myself to not understand what is being taught at all.The fact that the English language in the textbooks seems like Greek to me made it even worse.I was scared and worried on how am I ever or will I ever be able to catch up.Being kiasu,all these thoughts were the firsts that came to my mind.Thankfully for now,am coping with my studies quite well I may say.There are still loads of work that needs to be put in to perfect it though.

Studies aside,I don't really have much life outside it in a way I guess? Sad isn't it? But I'm not all depressed with it.I mean I still see my best friends in college and stuff and we do have time to chat during break times and all.So,it's still oklah.But on holidays and all,I have to admit I don't have the most colourful social life lah.Not that I'm complaining or really hating it,it's just that sometimes I feel so bored,that on impulse I wanna do lots of things or crave to eat this and that.At the same time,the lazy feeling of going out makes me feel reluctant to do so.Yes.How much more contradictory can I get right??Also,I like to have some ''alone'' time at times.Shoot.don't tell me I'm slowly turning into an otaku/nerd am I??? =(((

Wanted to go to Genting with Ms.Lee this thurs and fri as she had ajak me,but I have a class on Thursday and I can't skip it.It's too important for me.Have been longing on going on a trip like this,but there seems to be no right time for it.Looking through Yvan Rodic Visual Diary Blog does not help at all.The places that he went and the pictures he took is just amazing! It makes me wonder will I ever get a chance to visit these places? I told myself,oh well,even if I can't,at least I've seen pictures.hahahaha.It makes me wanna go to places during holidays or something.*sigh* Here's the link to the blog if you're curious.haha

Also,I think lately I'm quite hot headed,as in I get pissed off or irritated easily.One is due to a certain classmate of mine,I have to admit.It's not that I totally hate her,it's just that,my level of tolerance for her is running thin at times.And being the person that I am,I dont feel comfortable or nice to just kick her aside out of my life.Another is just about certain stuff that I go through on a daily basis.Like how unkind people can people be.I mean.I'm not super kind or what not,but like it wouldn't kill you to just be kind and help somebody.I don't know,I feel happy if I am able to help someone in a certain way.Maybe like just giving direction or anything.

On the music section,loving Teen Top's Clap,Jun.K (Junsu of 2pm)-Alive,Gummy ft TOP-I'm Sorry(Jap ver) Rihanna ft Calvin Harris-We Found Love and Patrick Stump's new album-Soul Punk.Ooh and also Anya Marina-Satellite Heart and Move You.=)

p/s:I'm itching to buy nail polish.I know,I have been whining about this for a while now.hahaha.
That's about it for now.
-with lots of love,peace out-

Just some thought

2011-10-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

I dont know if I have an old soul or it's like i can be so hollow/feelingless/cold at times.(or is it most of the time) I don't know what got me or made me to become like this.I may have some ideas,but it think it happen without me really realizing it until like a year or two ago.That by no means really equals to me being a boring person.Well,if you know me well enough,I don't think I am a boring a person lah.Being quiet at times,yes.But that does not mean I am a boring,nerd and an outdated person from the entertainment/outside world.Really I am not.

I just feel at times,some stuff that happens,doesnt surprise me as i think people would expect me to react.Partly I think its because I see the news in question in another perspective and at some times,I either don't really give a damn or that I have this concept of ''why waste my energy on such stuff ? instead should better focus my energy on things that makes me feel happy and positive''.

I remembered my lecturer telling me that people generally dont change.There are sayings which said that people do,but its very hard and rare.I agree with the statement.Also,I have been thinking,sometimes,why expect someone to behave or act in the way you want them to be? I meant,yes,you can have expectations on what is a nice,responsible person/friend,etc.etc. But,expecting too much is bad.Why? when you realise they are not who you expect them to be,BAM.you'll suffer a great fall.The disappointment,anger,feeling cheated,feeling that the person is fake,all these will come into you
r head.And you'll start coming up with thoughts that will slowly differ from a simple clear picture.

Hence,once in a while,if my brain and heart is as smart as it is now,I tell myself,have expectations,just not too high.If you want a high one,be prepared for a bad fall if its not what you expect it to be.A fake person ? Every person in this world(i believe) have a fake persona in them.It depends whether you'll be able to witness another person's fake persona or if you'll realise it yourself when you are fake.

I'm only human,and I admit that I too can be fake and a goody goody two shoes at times.I'm no angel nor am I a real b*tch..I learnt the hard way when I was about 11 or 12 years old that not everyone in world will like you.There will be people who will hate you.And learnt around 16 years old or so that,you cant make everyone like you and if a person want to hate you,and you cant change their perspective then so be it.Heck,I'm no perfect person.I just try to live my life in a way I think that is right/moral/good/as I suppose how I should live them.

-with lots of love,peace out-

Indescribable

2011-09-28T22:18:00.000-07:00

As many of you know,I went to Korean Music Wave last saturday (September 24th).A sacrifice that I made was to skip my evidence and land class,but I do not regret it (for now). It was so so so surreal.I could not believe that I finally get to met G.D,TOP and Seungri. I told myself a few years back that the chances of Big Bang coming here would most probably be very very low.So,can you imagine the happiness and excitement?

Plus the fact that they're performing songs that I love off their album is awesomness.I was screaming my lungs out,really screaming my lungs out when they came out and I was sooooooo happy and high!! All were standing on their chairs when they came out.Their performances ended a bit too sudden and there was no encore.haih.sedih.I think it was because they need to rush back to Singapore and maybe cause they're tired? Either one i guess.

The concert started off at 7.30 and ended around 10.30.It started off with F.T.Island.I honestly have to admit that I'm not really a fan of their songs,but they're good live and got me cheering and screaming for them.Lee Hong Ki was sooo cute.Each group that came sang 5 songs with the 3 big bang members singing a total of 6 songs all together.The next act was Teen Top who got me screaming too! After that was 4minute.Hyuna was super hot and their music are all those who makes you wanna dance.Next up was u-kiss.Kevin! Eli ! Dongho ! *faints* I think they lip-sync some of their songs,but nevertheless they're awesome too.Was screaming my lungs out for them too.Next up was Park Jung Min.He's so tall.Like really tall.And he kept smilling.He was the only artist who smiled the most. =) And also he took the time to write what he wanted to say in BM.sangat teramat cute.

After Park Jung Min,everyone was super excited.Seungri came out first.No surprise that the cheers and screaming were the loudest.I think majority of the people who went was waiting for big bang.His performance was super high.Telling us to jump and all.And when the MC's interviewed him,he looked so arrogant,but in a good funny was.Trying to act all cool.hahahaahaha.

After Seungri went in,I kept saying,omg!OMG! OMG! then went to stand on the chair.When I heard Knock Out started playing,I went crazy.Really really crazy.G.DRAGON AND TOP ARE PERFORMING IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANT FREAKING BELIEVE ME EYES AND EARS...Everyone was either singing along/recording or just screaming. TOP did not do much talking when the MC's interviewed them.But,nevermind.they are oh so HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After that they sang Oh Yeah and ended it with High High..The energy and vibe that they give off was really awesome.They are really good live.I died that night.really died.Died of happiness and disbelief. =)

Was a bit sad that some many pics I took came out blur.Urghh,I'm bad at using the new nikon camera that dad bought.As flash is usually annoying and not allowed,I off it,resulting in not so nice pics.I was frustrated at times.Cause,taking a picture.it records 1 second of the moment where you want to freeze it.Missed that moment,and its gone *cries*. For G.D.TOP and Seungri,I didnt give a damn already.Just switch on to flash mode because I WANT CLEAR PICS OF THEM.hahahhaaha.Need to practice using the camera lah.Haih...It's a good cam,only not as user friendly or easy to use it to take pics as the canon one that I had previously. =( Didnt actually took much also.Was screaming more during the whole concert.XD

I did not take much recording of the performances.Only short ones.I realized that everytime I go to a concert and record a video of the performance,I dont really see it afterwards.I feel better taking pics and keeping it as a memory,As I usually will browse through them again from time to time.Also,the video that i took this time around,you could hear me either screaming like an insane person or that I was shamelessly singing along.So,I decided to not post it anywhere.*blushes*

p/s: First time going to concert with May Ginn.Had a great time with her.=)

Pics of the concert can be seen in my fb.Just wanted to post a few here.=D

Hong Ki =D

Hong ki was actually dancing.shaking his ass in a super cute way.

4 Minute

U-Kiss ^3^

*screammmmmmmmmmms*

Seungri <3

They need to introduction i guess.

Ahhhh,*faints*

*screamsssssssssssssssssssssssss*

The end =(

My partner in crime,MG =)

-with lots of love and happiness,peace out-

Save Your Last Goodbye-Jojoba hearts the King of Gold Bells

2011-09-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

Save Your Last Goodbye explanation in the previous previous post
The last to leave and the one that made me cry was the one and only Ms.King Gold Bell.Ohhh,the person who always ask me for tissue for you-know-what and the person whom I always go to her house and stay.This girl ahh,super funny and hyper at times.What else,hmmm,she's super steady in all kinds of things and is not selfish at all in many things in life such as sharing her knowledge and always offering to help in anyway she can =) Am very very happy and proud for/of her for excelling like crazy in her studies.=) Was not close to her at first in college,but are very close now.I forgot at what moment in time and how we get close..This memory is a blur one inside my brain...Have been trying to figure this out for a while now.

Hahahaha.you thought for real we were not going to send you off at the airport on the day you were flying right? I thought so too at first,but then,how can this happen right?When we had lunch on Monday,and you thought that was the last time you'll be seeing us,you were crying a little already,making me feel emo too when I was on the way home in the ktm =((( We definitely can't bring ourselves to not see you for the last time before you fly.The process in trying to surprise you was so funny and exciting.After being told by Celine that you guys were at Secret Recipe,we were trying to spot where you were sitting from afar and was planning on how to show ourselves up.Finally decided to sit at a table which is was the closest to you.The moment where we came in and was pulling the chairs to sit down.We were all trying to act casual and the pulling of the chairs punya sound,sounds so loud to us at the moment.We were so scared that you'll discover us.

Mana tahu,even when I look at you a few times,you did not notice,And i saw you with your eyes watery and nose red.Hahahaa.Then suddenly you turned to our direction and said ''shit!!!!'' hahahaha.It was so funny.One by one all of us came out and everytime,you said ''shit!!'' Ohhh,it was so funny.Seeing you cry,and yik yee and mich,and see wei cry makes me start to cry too.I'm amazed myself too that I was crying because I'm not very emotionally expressive in these kind of things in life and don't usually like to cry in front of people really.

I know you'll be able to do well there.Take care of yourself there.Missing you loads and loads too.xxoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo

Thanks to See Wei and Karyn for the pics.The airport photos is still with Edward.Dia belum upload lagi I think =(

-with lots of love,peace out-

Save Your Last Goodbye-The Quin

2011-09-22T22:27:00.000-07:00

Save Your Last Goodbye-Mike Posner(explanation in the previous post)
Second to leave was Mei Quin.So sorry that I was late and couldn't make it for the breakfast/lunch near college and had to meet you guys in college.Due to being in different class,we do not have as much time to berbonding as compared to with Kim and all.But,kind of had the opportunity to do so during the Penang/Langkawi trip.As,those were good times. =)

What can I say about this girl here,she's kinda super tall,also another beautiful one and is also kinda fierce at times.but she' a very very nice person.Know for a fact that she's ambitious in what she does.And am wishing her all the best here for her 1/2 years in UK.Get back a first class honours ya.hehehehhe.

Also not forgetting,we are both v.i.p's(HUGE fans of Big Bang). :DDDDDDD Hence,dont need to say,we are both awesome people who have good taste in music and idols that we like.Hahahahahhaa.She's one of the few (wait,i think it's only? ) person in college whom I share my korean stuff with. ;)

So sorry that I couldnt send you off at the airport the day you were leaving.It was a bit hard to do so really.Anyway,missing you lots and take care there.xoxoxxoxoxoxo

Thanks to yik yee for the pic.

-with lots of love,peace out-

Save Your Last Goodbye-The Sweestest Of Em' All

2011-09-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

Ok.The title of this post is not a original one.Took it from Mike Posner's song title.I did check out the lyrics to this song first,but feel that it doesnt really fit the stuff I wanna write in this post,but the title was suitable.So.....

I have been delaying this post for a while now.One was because I was tired out by my first week of class in Part 1 aka my second year into my law degree.If someone were to come to me for advice on whether they should study law,I will certainly discourage them.seriously.Another reason I've been delaying this post is because it's still so surreal to me that 3 months has just passed me and it seems now that everyone leaving already. 3 people who hold close to my heart is now in another continent away from me =( One whom I've known from primary school till today.Another two whom I've known all through my college life till today.

First to leave was Sweet Yin.A person who is oh so cute and funny and beautiful and blur and fierce+scary all at the same time.Ahhh,the times I have spent with you for the past 3 months was awesome.Hearing stories of your life in Scotland and the stuff that you do there was interesting.Coming to find you on a random afternoon for lunch during your work in KL was a funny one.Due to the rain,a 'kebanjiran' occurred in your shoes.I died of laughter when I heard this statement.hahahahahahahaa.Also the moments where we were exchanging email was fun.This is the first time where I have been using my email to the very max.hahaha.I think most of the times we spent we either eating nice food or going yamcha at night for hours which also includes eating.Man,we have such fattening hanging outs dont we?

This time around went with Vincent,Mei Wee (in 1 car) and Ah Mah also joined us to send you off.It's so unfair that everytime you wanna leave,you were always the earlier one to reach the airport =( And we were always hungry like hell when we were sending you off.Hahahaahaha...What a combo.Since this is your second time leaving,am more prepared for it.Just not prepared for the fact that you'll be leaving for 2 years.Haih...hope I'll have the chance to visit you there man.

Take care of yourself there (which I know you will) and if there's anything which makes you feel unhappy there's always fb and skype and msn and email to find me and vent your unhappiness out :D I dont think words can express how much I'll be missing you,but just want to write here,i miss you loads and you know i love you.*cries a sea*


Writing the card people 1

Writing the card people 2

Even got her a slave to push her trolley how awesome are we right? hahahaa

Moi,Sweet Yin and Mei Wee

All of us =)

Not all the pics were from me.Only the few 3 ones.Thanks to Ah Mah for the pictures and being able to make it what not.And thanks to Vincent Chan for putting up with whatever trouble we put you through. :DDDD

2011-09-05T09:53:00.000-07:00

The past week or so,has been a week of hanging out,enjoying food and stuff.Had our annual bbq session with Ms.Lee and Ms.Chua.had a great time,eating.laughing and talking about stuff.though,Ms.Chua ended up sleeping way earlier than both of us,leaving us both to chat and looking at her sleep from time to time.=.= It's so fast that 3 months has actually passed and she's flying off again.*cries a sea*

Ooh,also went to the Bookfest (if i'm not mistaken,that's the name) at KLCC then,meeting up with Ms.Chua for lunch.Bought 2 story books and a BIG bag.Muahahahhaa.I feel so cheated looking at the books being sold,that I shall wait for this kind of event to happen next time.The books that I want are sold at almost half price people.It is so so cheap.haih...the amount of money that I have spent before this.Memang sakit hati..I bought this book by Haruki Murakami partly is due to the title of the book called Birthday Stories( i have a thing for birthday somehow) and I like how the book started off.Shall talk about it further as soon as I am finished with it.:D

And now,September's here.Gosh.time flew by so fast.Almost at the speed of light.And I dislike it.Why? Well,class is starting,a good and a bad thing.Good thing is I get to meet my friends again,and not rot at home.Bad thing:I will be busy and stuff.Another reason why I dislike September is that it will be a month of farewells.And it's starting this week itself.*sigh* Losing my kaki-kaki kpop.=(

Though,a bit on the bright side is that I will be seeing my G.D and TOP,(i have been waiting for this moment for like forever.Even thought that this moment will not come true at one point in time)Was actually expecting to see the whole 5 members of Big Bang.But oh well,tak jadi and I do hope that they will come again soon.next year maybe with 2ne1.*prays* I was actually looking forward to see them with my k-pop kakis,either phui gi or mei quin =(((

There will be another concert happening in November,and that's 2pm's concert.Need to really save up money.Ahhh,to be able to move on to be a Part 1 student is surreal.All is happening so fast.Don't know how I'll do,but I'm all positive about it.Will be missing the King of Gold Bells to the max,but there's always skype,twitter and fb.So,it wouldn't be so bad I hope.I also hope to continue on my evening exercises with mum and dad,so that at least I could stay in shape a little bit.Still working on shedding off fats.

2ne1 had their first concert last month,and I love CL's solo performance.She did a cover of Jojo's version of Marvins Room(which was originally sang by Drake) and Nicki Minaj's Did it On 'Em.Really like all of their performances live,that I hope that I could see them live one day as well.Oh,how I would kill to go to their concert.=( Also got addicted to Pitbull ft.Ne Yo,Nayer and Afrojack'sGive Me Everything(Tonight) and also Gorrilaz-Feel Good Inc.This was such an old song.I saw a cover of this song a few days back by Josie Charlwood that I got hooked on both hers and the original version as well.Loving U-kiss and Verbal Jint's new album too.Oh and also Super Junior-Superman.It is such a cool song.I was hoping for them to release their Mr.Simple song as sung in their teaser mv's version,but they did not.I feel that that version is so much better than the[ supposed to be] original one.

Speaking of which,Kim Heechul has enlisted into the army.Ahh,it will be Lee Teuk's turn soon.And it will be a 2 year wait.Sad,but it can't be helped.I guess that's about it for now.=D Here's some pics of some recent stuff that I did:

Ta dah! Super Big Bag and the 2 books i bought. :D


Food.Delicious food


I LOVE THIS BISCUITS.AM EXCITED EVERYTIME I SEE THEM.

Like this pic somehow.though some say its ugly =(


Ice creams.Guess who has the most expensive one? .Hint:she's soooo sweet XD

Ooh oh.It has been a long time since I hang out with me sstwo.And last Fri it was pure awesomeness too!!Went for lunch at Ikea and picnic at Desa City Park where there are a lot of cute dogs there.Pics are not with me,so shall upload them and blog a bit about it as soon as I have them :D
p/s: there are more pics in fb =)
-till then,with lots of love,peace out-

One that will be deeply missed.

2011-08-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

I posted this late again.I remembered that I was supposed to make a post around the 23rd or so,but I forgot.Just remembered it suddenly today.I make it a point to remember it every year.

It has been 3 years since the death of Park Sang-min or better known as Lee Eon.He was a cast in the drama Coffee Prince.I personally think that it's the all time best korean drama and love this drama a lot.When I heard the news that he had passed away.I was very shocked because,at that time, just a few days back,I was happily watching him acting,and am anticipating more dramas from him in in the future.It's such a waste and saddening thing that he had to pass away at such an early age.

It has been 3 years now.You're surely deeply missed.May you rest in peace.

-with lots of love,peace out-

Leggo =)

2011-08-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hello.Hello.I'm on cloud 9 now..As many would have know, I have been a human with a mixture of nervousness and stress for the past 48 hours.today,August the 18th is the day where i get my result.Was contemplating at first to go to college to take it or to check online.Finally decided to check it online and thankfully I did.Would like to start of by thanking everyone who was wishing me luck and reassuring me and all.Appreciate it a LOT.You know i love you guys lots.=DDDDDDDD

The reason to it is because,on the night before Result Day,I slept at 4am,just to make myself so tired that I dont have to think of anything.Woke up around 9.45 am and headed straight for the laptop which is just beside me.Nothing in my email.Waited.waited.waited.Checked fb and twitter and email a million zillion times.Nothing.Then I got to know that THE RESULTS WILL ONLY BE OUT AT 7PM!!!!! First thing I did when I knew is to literally cry out loud.(no one was at home,so,there was no fear of people thinking that I am crazy). And you can perhaps see me vent my anger/stress/frustration/craziness in various social communication websites.

And so,with 6 hours to kill,I watch dramas,check on fb and twitter countless times for some unexplainable reason.Waited till I was feeling nothing.zero.numbed.At about 6,went to exercise downstairs and all,then the feeling where my hati go berdebar-debar came back.At 7pm.Still nothing.Then,See Wei came and ask me to go fb..While freaking out and screaming a bit,saw the link to check my result.And bam.was praying/muttering/freaking out all at the same time when i was keying in my candidate number and all.

And right before my eyes,I saw it,the first thing was to check to see,if the result was really mine,then I saw the subject code,to which i totally have no memory for what code stands for what sub,but then i saw 4 repetitive words: PASS~PASS~PASS~PASS. And i screamed.And a huge load of burden was just off me.And raced downstairs to tell my parents,then race back upstairs to tell my friends and basically the whole world.Hahaahhaaha.They actually didnt put any grades to it.Just marks.Got 53 for Criminal,51 for Public,48 for CLR (memang memalukan) and 61 for Contract( did not expect this)

To be honest,I'm not satisfied with the marks I got.Cos,I know that I can do better.But,thinking back on how i study last year,i'm happy with my results.And I'm so gonna kick ass next year.( I know I say this every year after getting my exam result) but I don't care.I need to and I want to.People,if you feel that I'm slacking off,please just go stress me up to the max ya.thank you.

p/s:my apologies if you feel I over exaggerate/am like a drama queen on how i was acting/going true for the past 48hrs.I guess i just cant............help it.=p

p.p/s:do you guys know what does leggo mean? it's not the toys leggo,it has another meaning to it.For those who knows the meaning without googling it at first instance,then salute.cos i didnt know this meaning at first until i google it.Leggo is a urban/hip hop slang for let's go.

Result day aside,finished watching City Hunter,love the drama,dislike the ending(it's a bit cacated).And I finished Baby-faced Beauty and also Lie to Me and also Secret Garden(cried watching this.been a long time since I do so.) Ooh,and today is the birthday of the one and only Mr.Kwon Jiyong.-satu celebriti yang saya sangat teramat suka.hahahahaha.=DD

Overall,today is a good happy day with a little bit of sad&surprising news.Shall end this post with pics of Mr.Kwon =D enjoy:

-with lots of love,peace out-

a moment to let it out.to blast it all out.

2011-08-11T05:13:00.000-07:00

You know what,sometimes,I just feel live is so tiring.Yes,go ahead and think what is life so tiring for a girl who just sits at home onlining the whole day,rotting in it,doing nothing.Her life is just so drama free.Nothing to worry about and all.Well,yes.that is true.But,it just feels tiring because there's always expectations and responsibilities thrown at me.Not that I am avoiding it,I just need to feel appreciated a bitlah at least.

When i have done my part,you dont say a word,you don't even notice it at times.And when I dont you complain to the max.Making it seem that I dont do ANYTHING AT ALL.NOT A SINGLE BIT.ZERO.But then,have you ever stop and think that the tiny little petty things that i do.Have you considered it? Does any of it cross you mind?

I dont like to tell you the stuff that I'm going through,my worries,my problems.I prefer to keep it to myself and if can to solve it myself.You know why? I dont like it when you worry about things.One its because you have other stuff to worry about.and when you worry about things,you over think.You become paranoid.And i hate that.so,what do I do,I make myself look like i dont have anything that worry me.not in my studies,not in anything.I hate troubling you.look at stuff unfolding before my eyes,I tell myself I dont want to trouble you.I make myself be strong and not to be reliable on others at times.And when you treat me nicely,I dont know how to give it back at times.Guess,i'm more comfortable concealing my feelings.preferring to let it out in this blog.I find a way to release and solve things myself.I find a way to show that i'm happy,a simple minded girl.I find a way to just be lazy and all.I find a way to act as if i dont care and dont know about some stuff.

In some aspects,I can be independent.But,i know i'm not independent and strong enough.There's a lot of things that I need to experience and learn about.I'm still immature enough in some things.and i dont put myself in others shoes to see what they are going through now.

But its just that like i said before.Can't you just stop taking me for granted at times,and just for sometime let me have my space.I guess you didnt realise that I'm the type who prefer to do things silently.Guess that's why you didnt notice the stuff that i do at times,do you?I have some reasons on why I do these things.I'm not just doing it blindly at times.
But i know at the end of the day,you still see me as some immature girl who's just a kid.Being spoilt and selfish.Not understanding what others are feeling,Not taking into account what they have done and sacrifice for you..and that I should have show gratitude for it from it by helping the,.doing things without being told.in other words just grow up.

I'm just tired ok.tired.give me a break.you have your problems,i do too.you have a way of doing things,i do too.you have your expectations,i try to live up to it.even if you dont show it,i know you do.how? because i've seen and felt it with my own eyes.And when i dont live up to it,even if you're trying not to show it,i can still feel it.and i feel like crap when i fail to do so.When you have come to terms of accepting it,even if i dont show it,i feel like crap not fullfilling it.

Yes.I'm that selfish,that self obessed and that ungrateful of an ass

Ramblings about daily routine?

2011-08-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

It's August now.Gosh,time surely flies at the speed of light =( August,1 more month till I say goodbye to my 2 besties.Gahhhhh,I dont wanna see them go.If they are going to another state which is still in Malaysia,at least we're still at the same country.But this,they're going to UK.Hate farewells.There ain't nothing nice about it at all.But,I can be selfish and just want them here right? Hmm,maybe they don't even want we to want them.hahahaa.joking.joking.

Ahh,August,come the 18th,it'll be the day where I'll be getting my results.Don't know what to expect nor feel.Best to be neutral.Oh,no,I need to expect that I'll pass and not fail.It will be such a MAJOR embarassement if I do so.*fingers crossed* Ooh oh,that day is also the birthday of the one and only,Kwon Ji Young(G.Dragon) which I also dengan tidak malunya dan bermuka-tebalnya take him as my husband.Muahahahahahahaa.Just found out that he shaved his head bald today.Shocking but still HOT! Yes,I'm that biased.

Life's peaceful lately.To put it in another word,boring (?) Doing housework,watching dramas/movies,hearing/discovering new songs,going crazy with over hot guys and stuff,checking my mails/fb/twitter countless times,reading blogs,story books,eating,sleeping,and going to jogging is practically my day to day routine.And I actually don't jog.I dont have the stamina to do so,I walk like 10 laps a day around a lake garden near my house,while doing so,watching in wonder people trying to fish at the lake,as I'm not that convinced that there are any fishes worthy to be caught and also marveling at old uncle and auntie(like really old) being able to jog while,me,being young,don't have the stamina to do so.It is a bit embarassing,but,oh well,let's just leave it there.

Can't say that I find it totally boring.I actually enjoy it.(i know,i'm such a boring person,etc,etc,etc) But,as I know that I wont be having much time doing all these when college starts and all,I''m treasuring these moments.Weekends are the days that I look forward too because that means that I get to meet up with my friends or just being able to hang out with my sis and stuff.

*Warning:paragraph below is about the songs(mainly k-pop) and drama i'm obsessing.Please skip it by all means if you're not interested.*

Am currently loving songs from:2ne1-Hate You,After School Red-In the night,Teen Top-Dont spray perfume(the lyrics are funny,but an addictive song) & First Kiss,Super Junior-Superman (its hotness,not officially released yet i think) and also Mr.Simple,but the slow version that they release for their teaser.I suspect that that maybe in their repackage album or something.Also loving their songs called My love,my kiss,my heart.Lil Jon ft 30h3 is nice too.And also Kim Bo Kyung-Suddenly.Omg.I am totally addicted to it.It's just so nice.All thanks to City Hunter.Am so loving this drama. :D Snow Patrol's and Adele's songs is love.Miss A and 2pm's album,and also songs from John Debney for the movie No Strings Attached is awesome too.Ok.I think I discovered too many songs in a short amount of time.hahahaha.

I'm waiting for several movies to be out.Friends with Benefits looks nice.And also The Smurf :DDDD I want to watch this movie called Stupid Crazy Love too.but am not sure whether they are even showing it in Malaysia.Hopefully they dolah.I watched the trailer (in youtube,go search it if you're curious) and I died of laughter.It's just so funny.

Emmm,I guess that's it for now.
-with lots of love,peace out-

Ugly.

2011-07-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me,just like her I wanna be pretty,I wanna be pretty,dont lie to my face,telling me I'm pretty -2ne1--Ugly-Check out the whole song here.The lyrics are meaningful
The words above got me thinking:

Some people do not judge a book by it's cover,but judges its content instead.Some are not even a lookist at all,be it for friendship or a relationship.But,in this materialistic world,where first impression to a certain extent does play a very important role,how can one not help but judge others? I think one of the reason is because,it's hard to instantly judge how good a person's character/attitude is at first instance.All this is slowly revealed over a period of time.Plus the fact after centuries of reinforcement that the pretty people always get things that they want easier,makes everyone more materialistic,no?

I admit,I am one too who likes to judge.Well,who wouldn't swoon or get happy if one meets a hot guy/check out a pretty lady right? Who wouldn't also stare at someone because you are amazed by the fact that they are super fat (to point it out this bluntly,many apologies if you're offended). Though we may not say this aloud,I think these thoughts do come across or mind.Yes? No?

I'm not born with super good looks or whatsoever.I feel I'm just average.plain.ordinary.I'm not ugly though,am I? Without braces,I wouldn't have nice teeth today.Without being active in high school,I don't think I'll be slim? I have some insecuritiesabout myself.I know it's all about being confident and how it helps to bring out the best in you,etc,etc.Well,I just can't help it at times.

Fear of gaining weight and not being thin enough,not being fair enough( its kind of acceptable now,for me).Fear of not being girly /feminine /attractive enough.There's at times a constant obsession / fear of what is it that's missing in me,that I'm not pretty enough,not good enough..And my current face condition,urghh,I hate it.pimples.I miss my old complexion.It's funny how when you start to notice a flaw in you,you'll starting checking out and comparing that flaw with others.And if others are perfect,well,it's a blow to your confidence/self esteem.

Yes.That is how insecure I can be at times.Scary,obsessive perhaps? Well,yes.But,am I to the extent where I would do anything crazy or stupid or suicidal to be pretty? Well,no,cause I'm too logical and not brave enough.Am I still insecure and striving to be pretty ? YES.I still am.On top of that,I'm trying to be beautiful.There's a difference between these two words.Ooh,also,not forgetting being awesome.
p/s:On why would someone wants to be pretty,well,I think everyone wants it.It's just a want,a wish or a need to some.being able look good,makes you feel good,and that will multiply into a million different good things I guess.
-with lots of love,peace out-

weird-twisted theory of mine

2011-07-21T10:43:00.000-07:00

Hello,hello,i have been crazily just an expression,do not take it literally) reading this blog called parkandcube and i love it somehow.At first,i was just there to browse over the pics,but,when i started to really read the blog post as i feel a bit bad,i love it.i feel the writer is funny and witty which is at par with my sense of humour.And hence,the craze begins.And i read that its better that one has a light/white coloured background instead of dark ones as it enables the reader to read it more easily.This has certainly solve the mystery of why i dont have the mood to go through my blog posts even again after i have posted them.many apologies if i have been torturing you guys who have been reading my posts.

And hence,i decided to change my blog skin,etc.i suck at finding my own theme for the blog background,etc,so,just opted for the ones provided by blogger,but i'm happy with how it turns out =DD hmm,life have been peaceful or you could say boring lately.Though in a way,i'm happy living this livestyle of lazing around at home,watching dramas,checking twitter and fb countless times for updates when i get too bored and starting my blog-stalking craze once in a while.I somehow cannot watch a drama for the whole day,i get bored if i do so,so,usually,i will pause for a while and do some blog reading or fb or something.i think i have some short attention span for drama or something.=.=''' BUT,i'm proud to announce that i have finished watching baby-faced beauty,special A,on the way to finish secret garden(finally,i know) and lie to me.and in the process to start watching city hunter and heartstrings.You know there's this occupation where people become a fashion/personal buyer? i think i should change my occupation to something where i can watch dramas,and in a way,i get paid for it.......hahahaha.just kidding.it's just some fantasy job of mine.

Also,i love multi-tasking.i dont know why.Though i have also read this somewhere that multi-tasking can at times be bad for you,at it reduces your brain's ability to focus or something along the line.But,i can't stop myself.i feel it's a waste of time,i f i dont do something at times.like,if you're reading blogs,then do with while hearing songs too.i guess its just my weird-twisted concept.Ooh,another reason i plan to just spend my holidays lazing around like that,is because,i somehow get the feeling that i wouldnt have the chance to do so once college starts again and i plan to work for my next holiday at some law firm to gain some experience and also the fact that you're only 20 once in your lifetime,and if like i dont do these kinda stuff, i.e. lazing around,being a pig and getting nagged at being so ,etc, i dont think i'll be able to do so when i'm like 25 right?? once again this is my weird-twisted concept again i guess.

ok.i'm supposed to sleep now.just had an urge to blog in order to make up for a lack of loyalty to frequently update my blog the past few months.hahahahahaa.Errr,ok.i just realised that i'm rambling too much here haven't I ? i blame it on all the skills i acquired while writing up all the law essays =p you'll gain a lot of skills in crapping/writing long&full sentences at times.heehehehehe.ok.i.shall.stop.now.yeoreobun,good bam
-with lots of love,peace out-

2011-07-18T03:53:00.000-07:00

Oopsy,it's been almost a month since i updated my blog and i did not realised it at all.hmm,the end of june till today was a bit of a busy week for me,as i went to Hong Kong,Macau,Penang and Langkawi in between 26th June-16th July! i cannot believe it myself.Sat on an aeroplane for the first time in my life to Hong Kong and i sat alone as my sis and her friend boight their tickets earlier.And i get to met a Hongkie guy while in a plane too.hahahaha.

Hmmm,to summarize my HK trip....I love the food and the shopping there as there are a LOT of delicious stuff and definitely some cheap stuff to buy if you compare it with m'sia.But,i do not like the people and the way they live their lives there.it's all so...stress up and stuff.and i think it's my bad luck,i met a number of rude people there too.plus the fact that i can't read chinese...i prefer life in m'sia which is more of a relax/chilling mode in certain aspect.But,HK in terms of service and technology and stuff,it's definitely better and more efficient..i'm kinda lazy to post pictures here,so,just check out my fb ya,hehehe.Ooh oh,i almost forgot,we walk so much in HK that every night,i feel as if my leg is gonna patah soon.but,it's a good exercise and my friend said,i still look the same(did not grow fat) after i came back.which is GOOD NEWS to me.muahahahahahhaa.I almost forgot,went to campfire on the 9th of July.it has been like almost 2-3 years since i went back to school,and there were a few changes made,and looking at it,i miss my high school days.met wjb too after 3 years i think?and i thought i would feel something,anything,but i felt nothing.i guess its a good thing.feel that i seem to always make the wrong choices at times.(in guys) *sighs*

Then,i went to Penang and langkawi.the last time i went to penang was like 4 years back,so,it has been a LONG time.not sure if i have been to langkawi.i think i have not,since i have zero memory of the places there.The entire trip was fun and amusing.Went to the war museum and did stuff i never imagine i would do-went into a(if i am not mistaken) 20m deep tunnel and then came back up through an escape route.was not confident that i could climb back up at first,but,thanks to me friends,i managed to do so.=D <3 hmm,went to eat all the good food of course and did some random stuff when playing cards.also,broke a record by squeezing in 7 people in 1 car.hahhahahahaa. epicness!!!!ooh and also getting to stand&sit at the back of a lorry taking in the wind was so so so much fun(did not manage to snap a picture of this sadly =(
Langkawi was fun too,not really a person who loves the sea/water,but walking along the beach was awesome.and also getting to write at the sand and stuff.hehehehehe.Also,riding the speedboat and not to say BEING ABLE TO DRIVE A SPEEDBOAT AT THE OPEN SEA was AWESOMENESS! i dont even drive a car much and yet,i get to experience to drive a boat.i feel that this is a once in a lifetime experience that is just pure awesomnesssssssss.also,getting to see eagles and bats(kinda creepy) and other stuff was fun too.also,being able to see people getting high as a result of alcohol was kinda amusing and very interesting.
And i think this is the first time i've been to a trip with my college mates.and also after form 5..yes,i lead a kinda boring,peaceful and depressing life at times.

Still can't get over some kegeraman that big bang and 2ne1,miss A and other artist were rocking out at singapore last fri for korean music wave.*heavy sigh* i wonder when will be the day that i am able to see them perform live.=(( Shinee is coming to singapore for concert in September. I really hope that they really DO COME to malaysia in september too..hopefully,they rumours/news that i heard is truelah.Currently loving 2pm's new album and am waiting for Miss A's new album A class to be released.can't wait for 2ne1's new album too!! and it seems that big bang members are currently working on their solo albums.wohoooooooo.Also discovered this singer called Canaan and his songs are awesome.so far,just manage to find 2 of his digital single and there are no translations to his songs.sedih betul.=((( Also loving The Temper Trap and Beyonce's new album (countdown and best thing i never had is love).here's some pics,in random order.

Macau babyyyyy =D

At Cheong Fatt Tze mansion.

i like this pic somehow.=)

the escape route where i manage to climb.

the people i treasure,yik yee is missing here =(

crabs!!!!

love this pic =D

big bang rocks!! vip forever =D

AWESOMENESS

Live fast,die young,go all in

me,driving the boat.whaddup yo =p

love this pic somehow

All of us =D

yes!i can do this .hahahaha

Victoria Harbor =)

with Dr.Sun Yat Sen.we have matching color baju =DD

love the pic of the clouds here

snoopy world =DD

with lots of love,peace out

of randomness,memories and loves

2011-06-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

There's some overdue and random pictures from the past month or so.


Our tool of battle in exams:pens.loads of it.

Was so shocked when i see this.do you think people would actually steal the flush??


Outing with Mei Wee, Sweet and her sis brought us to buy macaroons.=D


Went shopping for dip ingredients with bro and sis and see what i found.A GIANT big TomYam paste.i was so amazed by this,that i can't help but take a pic of it.hehehe

Chacos original flavour and dip that bro made.awesomeness.it had cheese,grapes,mayo,thousand island and a lil bit of black pepper.fattening but nice. =p

ooh and i was cleaning up my room a few days back,where i found these stuff.some given/made by my besties and others were from school.it brings back the memories i tell you.


Booklets and name tags from camps and school functions


In an attempt to make stars and draw the scene from Meteor Garden(taiwanese drama)it was in 2003 when this was made.=.=


<3


I remembered it was sport practice at padang MPS,we were bored and you made this ring.hahaha.i forgot when this was.i think this was during standard 6? not sure.-made by Ms.Sweet.


a clearer pic of the above pic.sorry for the cacated rabbit mei wee.a very sad accident happened.

that's about it.when i saw the stuff that i posted above,i was thinking to myself,i need to take a pic of it and post it in my blog for memories sake.hehehe.
-with lots of love,peace out-

2011-06-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

did a personality test from here
and my result is as follow:
Your Type is
ISFJ

Introverted	Sensing	Feeling	Judging
Strength of the preferences %
56	1	50	22

You are:

moderately expressed introvert
slightly expressed sensing personality
moderately expressed feeling personality
slightly expressed judging personality

the description to my personality are here and here which i find to be pretty accurate.they describe me as:often with very good memories and unexpected analytic abilities; they are also good with people in small-group or one-on-one situations because of their patient and genuinely sympathetic approach to dealing with others.

just need to let it out for a moment

2011-06-04T11:07:00.000-07:00

sometimes it just feels a little tiring and frustrating that i need to do almost everything.i am not the most hard working person out there..and am lazy at times.but,if i'm supposed to do something,at the end of the day,i will do it.it feels like at times..things about being the youngest and hence have to do stuff in order to learn or be better in it and ''i'm older and have done it before,hence its your turn now'' has some truth in it that i can further improve myself.but it gets irritating when you are the one that have to start to do everything.

it feels like people take me for granted at times.i see it as a good & bad thing.it shows that i can be relied upon at times,but please note that i have feelings too.please remember it from time to time.looking as if nothing's wrong on the outside and that nothing can really bother me doesn't mean i'm feelings-less on the inside.
-peaceout-

2011-05-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

i started off today with a sad news that a neighbor of mine has passed away.she has been sickly.it was sad.she used to be so nice to me.watching me grow up over the years,as i watch her grow old.
My day slowly turned bright and happy and it felt it was just like old times,the 3 of us,hanging out,only thing,this time we are much more matured and stuff..

i ended this day,27th may with another news of death.Chae Dong Ha (a korean singer) had committed suicide.it's just shocking and sad to hear these kind of story though realistically,death is something we cannot avoid.rest in peace.may you be in a better place.my deepest condolences.
Though this may be some of the most overused phrase,treasure those around you.love them,fight with them,miss them,hate them,but dont ever forget them or fail to appreciate their existence.
-with lots of love,peace out-

today's word:awesomeness

2011-05-26T00:02:00.000-07:00

Finally,my finals are O.V.E.R. can you believe this is happening? i can't believe.everything seem to come and go so fast.It really was a relief that i am done with it.Hmm,how do i put the exam that i went through this time around? i think it was like a month or two or so that i have been starting to feel stress about it,and let me thell you the first day of the exam,i was so nervous and scared and excited at the same time and let me tell you it is NOT a good combo...i could say,i studied hard for it.Hmmm,well i get straight A's or some B's..i dont really think so.i just hope i pass all 4 subjects.that being enough.not having high expectations at all.gave it my all for the exam and am hoping for the best *fingers crossed*

The celebration after exam was AWESOME.and you know what is even more awesome after finshing.Ms.Sweet is back!!!!!!! met up with her already.that girl has change in some ways,but who wouldn't after being in a foreign country alone,and making new friends and living a new life.I think i have changed over the years also.like i have done things that i wouldn't dream of doing.making new friends and having very very close,and awesome one too.(iknowyouloveme and iloveyoutoo.hehehehehe) have a list of things that i wanna do/achieve this holiday.Not gonna say it here,for i fear that i will not go on to do it and you guys will think that i am all talk and not taking any action at all.hehehe.

Ok.back to Ms.Sweet.we talk and talk and talk a lot.it is just pure awesomeness.hahahahahaa.i think i am very very happy.and i love the stuff that she gave me.didn't expect it at all.<3 need to plan to go to somewhere.a definite must!!!!ahhh,this is an awesome holiday..pure happiness.=DDDDD
current songs addiction are:

Big bang's 4th mini album(yes,i am still not bored of it =p)

Big Bang-Ora yeah (T.O.P 's part in the beginning is just LOVE)

2ne1-Lonely

Chris Brown-Oh My Love

The Cataracs ft.Dev-Top of the World

Natalia Kills-Wonderland

C.N. Blue's album

Park Bom-Don't Cry

One Public-Good Life

LMFAO-Part Rock Anthem

Breanne Duren-Daydream

Britney Spears/Jimmy Wong's cover-Till the world ends

David Guetta ft Rihanna-Who's that chick.

ooh ooh and i just discovered this korean band call Nell.and they are awesomeeeeeee =)))
Jang Woo Hyuk's new album.

i think that's about all the songs that i could think of for now.am still waiting for big bang&2ne1 news about coming to malaysialah.ishhh.i really hope the do come.i shall die of happiness after meeting them.on the other hand,MTV WORLD STAGE 2011 is back again.this time at i-city shah alam.didnt expect it to be there.thought it would be at sunway again.so far,the confirming acts are 30 seconds to mars and pop shuvit.i am hoping(like really hoping) they are bringing some awesome acts because i wanna go again this year.shall try my hardest to win some tickets.hahahahahaaha.ooh oh,Jang Keun Suk is coming on the 4th of June but i didn't manage to win any tickets.oh well another time i guess.

I feel that i really need to go to korea one day.like i feel that once i go there,i'll never wanna come back.XD
ok..i guess that's all for now.
-with lots of love,peace out-

Just some thoughts

2011-05-04T12:14:00.000-07:00

Was reading some stuff in the newspaper today where it got me thinking.(plus,in the middle of the night,you brain goes a little crazy,so.....) When is it do you know you love someone if you don't really know the person well? It just got me wondering,like for example,you meet/get to know this person and are attracted to the person and want to date him/her and so maybe you go after that person and after getting to know each other more(i.e a few weeks), confess to him/her. Would you say i love you or i like you? some may think that maybe this doesn't really have much difference.but i was thinking to myself,how can you tell someone that you love that person if you don't even know them well?

I once read this quote/sentence somewhere which i have forgotten.it says 'i don't know you well enough to love you'.This sentence has since then been on my mind.I do admit that i have one too many crushes in life (i am talking about normal human being and not celebrities) and from there, liked 2 or 3 of them that i come to realised that i really really like them to the point that i feel like taking things to the next level.

I have confessed to someone that i like.And at the time of doing that,i realised that i can't bring myself to say i love him.there's just like a voice inside my head telling me,well,love may seem a bit exaggerated cos,i don't find myself knowing him well enough to love him but well enough to know that i like him and want to be with him as a bf/gf status and not just as friends.maybe to get to know him better and then to love him.

it's not that i'm criticizing people when they confess using the words 'i love you' is wrong.Some may really mean that,but to some,do you really love him/her or do you just like him? I'm of the opinion that (maybe) for me,i find myself to usually start liking that person first,then i'll proceed to love that person? one of the reasons to this,is as stated above,and another is that,if i were to love that person,it means that *cheesy/cliche sentence ahead* i really see myself having a long term relationship with that person and that if we break up or something,it would really really break my heart,as i would really love him wholly.Though,realistically,if i'm in a relationship with a person now,at this age,(though i'm not in one now)do i like see myself being with him forever,etc,etc,well,honestly no.maybe a few years.who knows what may happen the next day.

I just feel that at times,where you like someone and things don't work out or go the way you want them to be its really sad,what more if you really love that person? it would be worse.I guess i'm just more cautious in classifying my feelings when it comes to these things?

At times though,being caught up in the relationship you just got into,all else are blind to you,and you don't realise that you actually dont love that person to the extent you thought you were.Maybe when i'm in one,all this stuff that i wrote here may not even come to my mind at all.or that all these doesn't make sense at all.hahahahahhaa.as they say love is blind.only when you stop,you come to realised that ''omg,why do i even like/love that person?? can't believe that i did.urghhh.he/she is totally ________________ i so deserve someone better..'' XD

These are just some opinion of mine after watching/reading/listening and experiencing stuff.you may have a totally a different take on this,and you are totally entitled to that take.This is just my take on it.For me now,i guess i'm waiting for that someone.=p and i just wanted to like put this thought in writing? that's it for now.
p/s:one of my fav pharses:i dont know you well enough to love you,but i do know that i really like you for now =D
-with lots of love,peace out-

2011-05-04T11:45:00.000-07:00

Was very surprised to receive these for my bithday.l.o.v.e it <3

-with lots of love and appreciation,peace out-

i'll forgive but not forget

2011-04-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

I may look like i'm not the type that gets angry,but i actually do,though there's not much things that can piss me off.Why? cos over the years i have come to the point in that,whenever i'm annoyed at someone,i tell myself,why waste my energy at that person? totally not worth it.So,if i'm angry at someone,in about an hour or so i'm ok with it already.but note that once i dont like you/am angry about you,a LOT of people will know.that i can assure you.it's my way to vent out my anger.the longest i have been angry was probably like 1/2 weeks,that was because of the prefect incident in my school during form 4.A song that kept playing in my mind at that time was Christina Aguilera-Fighter.i somehow feel that the song comforts me.

That incident left a big impact in my life.knew that the world is cruel,didnt know it applies when i was just a school student as well.oh well.that helped me to grow up fast.so,i would in a twisted way like to thank those people.i forgive them,but i'll never forget.call me whatever you want,i just can't.and this would probably apply for the rest of my life.
-till then,peace out-

2011-03-25T05:06:00.000-07:00

ok.i have concluded that i am a fan of : (in random order and this list is not exhaustive)

nail polish(especially dark colors/some nice pastel color =DD)

story books

music.

bracelets & earrings

shoes (more to sneakers and ballet shoes)

bags.

baju which have nice prints/words on it.or simply just plain coloured ones

BIG BANG.dont think i need to put any more emphasis on this. =p
fashion blogs =D

last but not least,food.delicious food.muahahahaha

mq was posting some pics of big bang yesterday that made me so high and happy..hhahaaha.that i start to google image them,esp.g.dragon.and,actually,though i think some of you know this,the wallpaper of my phone is him.*blushes*ok.i know you'll be thinking,''aiyo,this girl memang crazy about them'' but i can't help it and one reason is that i dont like to take pictures of myself.(zi pai in mandarin) and i dont like starring at my face in my phone,so i put the pics that i like to see or will feel happy when i see it.or change it according to my mood. =P here are some pics that i put.heh heh heh.

ok.they are some pics which are not in my comp.but in my phone.but,how can one not feel happy when the wallpaper of your phone are the HOT guys above??? tell me.
-with lots of love and hotness,peace out-

2011-03-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hello people.i think it's been almost one and a half month or more since i update my blog.i blame myself as i was to lazy to login here.hahahahhaa.ok.shall sum up what i have been up to lately.Lectures have officially ended except for CLR (i think) and revision classes are on now.And it is TIRING AND STRESSFUL i tell you.*cries a river* haih.what to do? for the sake of my exams,shall have to endure it.have started revising also.though these 2 days i keep delaying my work.=( on the bright side,i have finished my CLR assigment ,just waiting for ms.nalina to check my work.ish.she stil havent reply me yet and april will be here real soon.grrrrr.

Went to Jay Chou's concert a few weeks back and it was AMAZING.my first concert of him.i regretted that i didnt went to his previous one,as he performed more songs that i like in his previous concert.he is amazing.though at times i can't really understand what he is singing.And HE HAS LYRICS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM.like at those walls/tiang where the fans sit.Of a number of concert that i have been,this is my first time seeing this,and this amuses me a lot.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.so tak sangka.=p

Super Junior came and i didnt go this year,as none of my friends went.agak sedih that i didnt go.tried to win the tickets but luck was not by my side.but there's always another time,so................MGMT will be playing in KL today.will kill to hear Kids and Electric Feel live.oh well.maybe one day I'm so looking forward to Big Bang.that i can't wait.their new album is LOVE..full of HOTNESS.and another great news is that THEY'LL BE BACK WITH ANOTHER NEW ALBUM IN APRIL.muahahahahahahhahyou are so gonna see me go crazy in April.so beware. XD

Loving TVXQ's new song Before You Go.it is so hot...that i'm addicted.also current addiction are:
Black Eyed peas-Just Can't Get Enough
Donkeyboy-Ambition
Big Bang & G.D & TOP's album.(yes i am still not getting tired of it)
Aziatix-Go
Rihanna ft Drake-What's My name
Andra-Ova there 7 white swans
Big Bang-Lollipop 2 (love g.d's part)

that's all i could think of so far.Se7en will be coming for the Asian Music Festival and i want to see him but not the other acts though.so,sadly,i dont think i'll be going.ooh oh,i finally found the movie that i wanted to watch since last year,in youtube,called Finding Mr.Destiny starring Gong Yoo.he is hot and cute.=p also have finally watch the movie called Boat.wanted to watch it after hearing the song from K.Will called A Droplet in a Second..love that song.and the movie was not disappointing as well.though i dont really like the ending.=( have yet to watch Beastly.think i have to resort to dl-ing it i guess.haihhh...

Went out with Ms.lee last tues and we saw this really hot guy in pavilion that it made my day..menyesal i didnt buy a baju but will be going to pavilion/midvalley next Friday to also celebrate my b'day.so,i shall beli that baju =DDDDD hmm,i guess that's about it for now.till then
-with lots of love,peace out-

2011-02-09T09:12:00.000-08:00

i somehow dreamt about you again.i don't know why..it made think of what if's and how are you and stuff.but i guess we were never really fated as i have never even bump into you once.i think i should have use reverse psychology.

of wants and constraints.well maybe i dont really have them(constraints).but is it worth it? being greedy aint good.it comes with consequences,And i am afraid that it will be what i think it is.*sigh* decisions decisions.we actually deal with them indirectly every second,every day.i hate to decide for you don't know what will happen after you decide.
-peace out-

2011-01-30T02:34:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i updated..well life's normal as usual..nothing much out of ordinary happened.had a successful shopping with kim and ms.lee for new year clothes.when shopping and eating delicious food with ms.lee for 12 hours the others day.we broke the record man.hahhahaha.it was awesome though tiring.=DD it's time to aim for the stars and make it happen.and i really mean it.but,i need to my actions and my brains to prove that.and so,let it began..i dont want to have any regrets.life can be sad and depressing with a lot of regrets and what if's..chinese new year is just around the corner.though there wouldnt really be much time for me to relax.but,it depends.ahahha.till then.
p/s: how can G.D and TOP be so hot..ahhh..totally love them..my level of fan-dom of them is a borderline between love and crazy love.hahahaha.
-with lots of love,peace out-

Surprise!!

2011-01-12T08:37:00.000-08:00

did you notice that there's no note when i gave you the present? one reason i cause i forgot and so i decided to write it here.

Dear Mei Wee,
It's your birthday today.Happy Birthday..2 decades have passed.how fast right? hahaha.Hope you like your present.Wanted to get you a snow globe as how you wrote it in your blog.But i couldnt find an identical one or a nice one..=( so..i got you the charm bracelet.i chose the charm myself,hope you like it..from the pic below,the boat punya anchor (i think that's what you called it.) i like it..and feels its nice.that's why i chose it.the sheep is actually your star sign:capricorn,the word 'W' is your name..wee..wanted to put 'M' as well.but tak ada.sedih betul.ishh.the flower charm-may your beauty and intelligence continue to blossom.the numbers 1 and 3 is your birth date :D the lion,i actually chose it chose you are always fierce( in a good way) and may you always be brave.rawrrrrr !! didnt know that it was actually a leo sign..so ignore it.XD oh ya.the last one is a ring.never had one before right? so i chose that for you.hahahaha.. it kinda is one in a million bracelet,cos its specially for you...just came out with the plan to surprise you.since its kinda hard to arrange a time to meet up.(budak popular ni.ishh)haha.hope you were surprised.May you have lots of happiness,love,better health and get all the things you want this year..you know i'll always love you..much love from sweet also.... enjoy your day and go crazy.muahahaha
-with lots of love-

2011-01-12T07:00:00.000-08:00

Hello 2011 people..we have survive a decade into Y2K.Classes started as usual..A few days before class started were kinda of a torture to me..But,i admit i sendiri cari pasal..Doing homework,a few days before college starts is depressing.=( i dont enjoy doing them although i know its good for me..Nothing much happen as its only the first week to a new year..received souvenirs from the quin and the king of gold bell.hahahahahah..thank you for them...love it.=D

went present hunting for the one and only Ms.Lee.Not an easy task.but,it was kinda fun.=) would like to thank See Wei for giving me opinions and taking the ktm with me.=DWould also like to thank Phui Gi for following my crazy random plan.Love ya.=) Lots of concerts are gonna happen this year..urghh,need to pick and choose the ones i really like.Plan to go to MGMT maybe tak jadi..It's kinda expensive for me..so,not going unless i get free ones.muahahaha.Oh oh oh.i rad Mei Quin's blog that day and her friend told her that Big Bang MAYBE COMING TO MALAYSIA THIS YEAR...And i freaked out and started googling this news..And it seems that it maybe possible..Please pray for me that they DO come ok???? shall DEFINITELY go..without a doubt...muahahahahahahaa.Last Saturday class was kinda amusing..Not sure who bought the chocs and all(i think its mei see?) i forgot.but it was designed in the form of pads,condom and bras and stuff.amusing..XD it taste good too.(the sweet&chocs i mean.)had slight fever and flu for now..urghh.it's plain suffering everytime i get up in the morning.=.=

Can't stop listening to G.D&TOP's album..what can i say,its pure hotness.TVXQ-Keep you head down & athena is also nice too...Discovered this band called The Boxer Rebellion from the movie Going the Distance(a nice movie as well)..Their songs are awesome..Loving If you run and Spitting Fire.Ooh,am also impressed with MBlaq's new album..it's not bad..The one song that's stuck in my head is Throw Away..=)
p/s:bout myself some earrings while going present hunting todaymuahahaha..love it.=)
that's it for now,till then.with lots of love,peace out-

Arent they fabulous?? =DD


Chocolate shape like a condom.hahaha

the picture speaks for itself 1


the pic speak for itself 2


the pic speak for itself 3

Cute pic right? By yik yee :D

A year

2010-12-31T03:17:00.000-08:00

2010..it's a year where i was happy that i did well in my AS but not happy with my alevels overall results.A year where i became a law student officially. A year where i sang k for the first time,and loving it.A year where i played bowling,and is bad at it. XD .A year where i went to Super Junior, MTV Worldstage and Adam Lambert's concert.hahaha.And also got to meet Lee Hom,Lee Chong Wei,Koo Kien Tat,Tan Boon Heong and Rashid Sidek in person XD.A year where i went to Jb and work and had a fun experience.

A year where my bestie left me and went to Scotland to study.=( A year where i went to Singapore for the first time and had fun.A year where i had a car accident for the first time.and it was truly scary.A year where there were many random moments.A year where a lot of drama happened.A year where my heart cracked (not break) a little but it has been patched already =) A year where there were a number of awesome movie.And of a year that all my favourite korean singers made their comeback and it was PURE HOTNESS.A year where i also discovered a number of awesome choreographers and dancers.and also a whole lot of awesome songs.A year that also has a whole lot of nice drama (korean and american) to watch.A year that i had the best birthday ever.But also a year where i lost my grandmother.

A year where i got myself a twitter account and absolutely loving tweeting now.a year where it is truly is amazing.A number of regrets and sadness here and there,but overall,it is AWESOME.
till then,with lots of love and a happy new year,peace out -

randomness & happiness?= fun times

2010-12-31T02:10:00.000-08:00

Went to a ''vibrant'' acs school friends gathering on the 26th.how do i put it,it was kinda strange,as the people that i am meeting are those of some whom i have never met in years..yes YEARS..the akwardness at the beginning on what to talk about and stuff are kinda amusing..Then,randomly ms.lee and i were the only ones ended up to go to P.d with mr.Ryan Sum..we had kinda like vip treatment there which is the first time i have exprerience something like that,and it was awesome.It occured to me also that this is the first time that i went out with mei wee to somewhere kinda far and stayed a night together after SPM..oh god...its kinda sad aint it?? but there are a lot of chances for this to happen more.hehehe.we were kinda bored at the room that night,as we were rushing in packing stuff,forgot to bring some entertainment pula.Also,we forgot to bring some snacks and there we no shops within walking distance which we could find. =((

however,it was amazing that we ended up sleeping at almost 3 something am in the morning.hahahaha. It was more amusing to see people polishing shoes(read in cantonese) hahaha...plated bowling for the first time,and i suck at it big time.asyik dapat 0 je.ishh.memalukan.went to walk along the P.D beach and watched the sunset (just a little bit only as it was covered by the clouds sadly) at Lovers Bridge.An amazing view..Do you guys know that you can't watch the sunrise in P.D ?? you can only do that in Terengganu.Sad right?? i know.cos that was my initial plan..hahahah.Went to the Ostrich farm for free (was supposed to pay rm8) thanks to a group of old auntie and uncles who were walking in front of me,the people a t the entrance didnt realised that we were not in the same tour group.hahahhaa.awesomensshanging out and chilling randomly is an amusing and fun experience for me.seriously.hope to go there with my bestie ms.lee and ms.chua and also others as well next time.i think it would be more awesome.=DDDD

here's some pics that day..there are more nicer/random ones,but,i belum dapatkannya.maybe will post it up later.XD

of gossips and the usage of today's gadget everyone can't live without

my blur look =.=

ms.lee and ah chang's teacher.yup.they wore they baju pengantin to a&w.super cool

all of us =)

all of us(well not all lah)

gossip gossip session 2

the berpuluh tahun tak jumpa punya org,Ryan Sum

me talking excitedly to ah chang XD

Le paris & costa rica

the view outside during low tide 1

the view outside during low tide 2

the sweet couple =)

=DD

no comment on this pic

''randomness''-by cja

''happy?'' by lmw

it was actually hot at that time,so...

a very random and friendly group of ppl

at Teluk Kemang

love this pic

P.D Ostrich Farm,here we come.muahaha

Epic failure in playing bowling

the proof of epic failure*sigh*

people who heart swings =D

forgive the messy look clothing.tak bawa cukup baju XD

Lovers Bridge


Sadly,we are not romantically linked.just 2 besties.LOVE this pic

till then,with lots of love,peace out

2010-12-22T09:02:00.000-08:00

Holidays are officially on.=DDD Went out with mei v today...been a long time since we just go out like that..was fun..Both are us are craving for korean food and plan to go satisfy our craving soon.heh heh heh...It's tong yuen festival today,ate some made by grandma and sushi for dinner.Still think that shops in K.L ones are better..Year 2010 is coming to an end...so fast.What plans do i have for the hols?? the usual,staying at home,laze around,study and clean up the house,and of course,go out shopping and stuff.

G.D &TOP's album's coming out on the 24th..you shall see me go crazy that day.muahahaha(you have been warned) best christmas gift ever!! and next year,best new year/valentine's gift?? Big Bang's new album...*screams* Currently watching we got married(season 1&2) and also 2ne1tv (i just love the show and the people in it) and also Sungkwungkwan Scandal..Ahh,Yoo Ah In is just HOTNESS...such manliness and cuteness.XD have been watching a lot of cooking shows lately also.which makes me crave for a lot of delicious food also..Been watching Masterchef U.S and Top Chef..And there's this one contestant in Top Chef ,Sam who just oozes with cool charisma and manliness that you just can't help falling for him..he is seriously cool and manly..Like never have i met a guy which is this cool.serious..current addictions are G.D.Top ft.park bom-oh yeah and high high..Florence and the machine-dog days are over,f(x)-mr.boogie, Breathe Carolina-The dressing room,Tvxq-athena and Jang Jae In-please.Her voice is very unique in the korean music industry in my opinion...a very rare voice.A summary of year 2010 is on the way..A lot have happened this year.need to read back some posts here,due to some short term memory loss here and there..hehehehehehe..

p/s: i'm so lazy to revise my studies and do my homework...urghhhh...can't they just let us have a holiday to rejuvenate..ishhh
-till then,with lot's of love,peace out-

if only i could turn back time,this will never happen

2010-12-16T08:17:00.000-08:00

as my family planned to go to Muar for a 3 day 2 night stay.I agreed to skipped class on Wed,Thurs and Fri...And drove Karan's car to go down.And shortly after the toll,dad stopped at the emergency lane and I took over the car,as i wanted to practice driving.Sis safety belt got some problem also,so dad went to fix it as well..Just as i started driving not long after that,from afar i saw a red lorry.then i heard that cars we honking at me and i was trying to drive faster as i thought i was super slow(was driving in the left lane) and before i could even say the complete 3 words of wtf, BAM the red lorry hit the back of the car.I could hear mum and sis screaming and sis saying ''why does it have to happen to her again'' dad told them to stay calm when BAM car was hit the second time.

I looked to my right and thought it was a bus,turns out to be a Shell oil tanker.the tanker just bergeser with the right hand side of the car,(meaning my side and my sis' side)...I think i did press the brake or something when this happen? i dont know..not sure.the whole thing happened so fast.after the car stopped.I turn and saw sis and mum...both of them couldnt move..The cermin besar behind was gone...Window at sis side were cracked but not broken...I freaked...Ppl came to look at us and ask us to move the car to the side...I got down to let dad drive and i was shaking all over...Dad and my specs dropped when the accident happened,and i was struggling to fine mine in the car.I was shaking all over and could hear my mum and sis freaking out..then,the PLUS police came,the lorry drivers who bang us came,etc..mum and sis were sent to the seremban GH.and a guy came and help sent me and dad home and then after that we went to the hospital.

Thank god mum and sis are ok...Mum sprained her neck..sis got bruises here and there,and also had a stiff neck and some part of the body,the muscle is pain..so am i...but much better than sis..Then,after that went to the police station to make a police report and saw the Shell oil tanker driver.He said he was trying to avoid the red lorry when he saw the red lorry hitting my car,and my car then spin a little and when to the second late.he said luckily it was not he who hit me,as he was carrying some 40 000 ton or something litter of oil.and he was so scared as well.And said luckily my car didnt go on and spin to the 3rd lane as if it did,he dont know what would have happen as a very fast lorry cargo was driving pass.And cars driving in the 3rd lane,is as you know,driving at very high speed.

The police sarjan after hearing my story and the others involved,said that in usual cases,those coming out from the emergency lane and get into a accident will usually be in the wrong because if you were to come out from the lane if you really take precaution and there is really no car,an accident would have happen.Anyways,he told me he will investigate this thing further and will tell me by next week or so.And if he feels that i am in the wrong,then he will saman me....Dad said nevermind,as long as everyone's save...But i feel super guilty...I saw what my sis and family gone through an accident last year which was a major one...And i do not want to see my sis go through it again and yet,it was me now who caused her to re-lived the fear...And to hear them scream at that time.i could not explain how i feel..The feeling of guilt,is indescribable.But,all of them told me to not blame myself,and its not my fault..I'm still wondering how did the thing happen...I didnt speed..And dad was sitting beside me guiding me..And i did check the mirror and all before getting out from the emergency lane..I couldnt remember what i did wrong.seriously.And to cause my family to be hurt cause of me,,i feel really really bad......and its sis new car somemore.and the damaged cause,i could say,is pretty bad? i didnt realised that my side of the car door was dented too until i went to the car workshop and saw it yesterday...the back part was damaged the most..and even the lorry car number's tanda can be seen on my car. =.=

i am so sorry...i dare say,that if now,you ask me to drive,i still dare to drive on normal roads,but on highway??? i dont know......i dont even know how can people trust me with my driving again..i dont even feel like letting my sis be with me when i drive..at first it was planned that i would drive my sis around in kl..haih...i feel that i have let everyone in my family down and have cause them hurt again.if i was alone that time,it would be better.at least,sis and all wouldnt get hurt and only me...i'm so sorry.below are some pics from the accident.

-with a lot of regret and thankful at the same time that everyone's ok,peace out-

2010-12-10T08:21:00.000-08:00

I'm glad that i didnt feel what i expected myself to feel.
-with lots of love,peace out-

Of Skytrek and Singapore =)

2010-12-05T02:58:00.000-08:00

Picturessss

2010-12-02T23:24:00.000-08:00

2010-11-30T04:49:00.000-08:00

ok.sudah beribu tahun i tak update.hahaha..just a simple reason: i keep procrastinating the job of updating XD
Well,let's see,i kinda forget a number of little stuff that i wanna mention here,so,i shall blog about the big stuff.I went to Skytrek a few weeks back and it was awesome though after that my arm were pain like hell after that.And while i was climbing one of the stairs half way i was questioning myself on what i have sign myself up too.But,i feel a sense of achievement after completing it...muahahahahahahaha.

Went watching Harry Potter 7 with Mei Wee just a few days before her BIG exam cos she cannot tahan adi.The 7th movie is one of the best movie for 2010 for me.So,if you havent watch it yet,go.watch.it. It has been a long long time since i met budak tu..And ada banyak benda nak becerita.=p shall patiently wait to continue after her exam.=DD Didn't go for my college's prom this year.Saving $$$ for next year.A lot of concerts i am looking foward to.And all of them happening in the month of March.Jay Chou ( just bought the ticket today.hehehe) , Super Junior and MGMT..Was surprise that day when i saw Junk posting the news that MGMT is coming as i never expected they will come here.never ever.So,next year.my bank account will be in a deficit state for like a million years after that..=((

Went to Singapore last weekend to visit my relatives and stuff,skipping Public Law just for 1 day.heh heh heh.Was my first time to another country and i had fun..Though I walked for 16 hours on my 2nd day there and by night time,Karan and I were going crazy laughing non stop like a mad woman when we were at Changi airport for supper.Se7en was there too..but sadly didnt get the chance to meet him.oh well,not fated i guess.Bought some baju and stuff too.=DDD It's Yik yee'sb'day today and had a fun day today.Went to eat lunch with the hommies.xoxoxoxox Karan's car has finally arrived and am driving around Seremban.(well in my taman and a little bit on the main roadlah Dad said i still belum pass to drive out alone yet cos my turning is still bad.*sobs*

Big Bang's comeback is Feb 2011.it's still so far away.was hoping it to be in December.G.D & TOP is releasing an album (well,sort of,i guess) in Dec and i can't wait for it!!!! Their performance in M.A.M.A was HOT HOT HOT.Other than that,loving Beast-I'm sorry, Greg Laswell-Off I Go, Gain-I already have a man, Cha cha malone's remix of Like a g6,Ke$ha-We are who we r,The ready set-love like woe and New Heights-Peaches. =) Assignments and stuff have been crazy..@@Need to start studying seriously adi. guess this is all for now.I cant really remember what else happen in between the time where i last blogged.It's 1 more month before 2010 ends.a lot has been happening this year.shall save the summary of the year later.
till then, with lots of love,peace out-

november 12th

2010-11-11T09:24:00.000-08:00

Wow...It's been a year since it happen.How time flies.How everybody seem to have changed.I'm thankful that i still have everyone i love with me.i do not want to ever re-live that nightmare again.
-with lots of love,peace out-

My kinda guy.

2010-11-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

My friend tagged my in fb..And i was kinda bored.so........
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Good looking to me is enough

2. Smart?
Honestly,i dont want him to be a bimbo

3. Preferred age?
My age +2 until +4

4. Preferred height?
Taller than me by like 5cm and above

5. How about sense of humor?
Necessary

6. How about piercings?
Acceptable,if he has one.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Yes !

8. Pink hair?
Nope.

9. Mushy or no?
uhh,a bit i guess?

10. Thin or fat?
would be nice if he's well built

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
uhhh,within the rage from fair to tanned skin?

12. Long hair or short hair?
Short

13. Plastic or metal?
      plastic?

14. Smells good?
     Yea

15. Smoker?
NO

16. Drinker?
      NO

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
   Doesn't matter

18. Muscular?
      Would be a plus point if he is

19. Plays piano?
      same as the above

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
    same as no.18

21. Plays violin?
      same as no.18

22. Sings very well?
      same as no.18

23. Vain?
       a metrosexual guy is acceptable

24. With glasses?
     doesnt really matter

25. With braces?
     acceptable

26. Shy type?
     uhhh,not super shy

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
    a bit of both?

28. Active or passive?
   active

29. Tight or bomb?
   uhhh,a bit of both?

30. Singer or dancer?
   dancer

31. Stunner?
    no,i guess?

32. Hiphop?
      acceptable.

33. Earrings?
    acceptable if he has

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boyfriends-until-you-drop?
      dont really like it

35. Dimples?
      ooh,that would be a plus point too

36. Bookworm?
   as long as he's still aware of what's going on in the world

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
     uhhh,not sure

38. Playful?
    to a certain extent,yes

39. Flirt?
    best if he's not

40. Poem writer?
      not really a must

41. Serious?
    depends on what occasion

42. Campus crush?
   not necessary

43. Painter?
     uh,it's not a must

44. Religious?
   Have a religion.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
      from time to time

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
      uhh,neither

47. Speaks 20 languages?
      would be cool.but dont think there is a person who is able to.

48. Loyal or faithful?
      both

49. Good kisser?
   a plus point

50. Loves children?
   yes i guess.though i am not a fan of kids

보다

2010-10-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

We used to have so much to talk and kinda gossip bout that our conversation could go on for ages.
We could talk about almost everything under the sun.
After that,I dont know,maybe you've changed ? or is it me who have changed?
It is acceptable that people do change over time.
But it's sad to realize that we almost have really nothing to talk about.
lately,i'm the one who initiate the conversation.
I wonder if i'm bothering you at times.
I hate the fact of that happening.(me bothering you)
I guess if i stop,then everything comes to an end right?

it's sad,really it is.i thought the friendship would last.but i guess it's not really gonna happen?you may think it's totally normal..nothing really changed.it's just that you're busy.but,whatever.
-peace out-

2010-10-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hmm,let's see,classes for tutorials started this week..And of all luck only qian yi and i are in group A.The others are in group B.ishhhh,tak syok..but,it's just like a 2 hour plus class a week not like for all classes we are seperated into different groups,so,it's bearable. Karan said,in her uni last time,you get to choose your own group for tutorials and set the time for what day and what time you wanna attend the tutorials classes.She was surprised how come my college they still split us up randomly like that cos she said,we are no longer children..That statement is so true..But,oh well....Homework/assignments has officially started and i hate them..cause i keep delaying my work.Hence,till today,i havent done them yet.But,i vow,like seriously i shall complete them tomorrow.Or try to complete them..

Today is an emo day for me..Why? cause BIG BANG IS IN SINGAPORE(well,at this hour they are actually in a plane heading back to Korea) for a concert(k-pop night to be exact) and i'm HERE IN SEREMBAN/KL MALAYSIA...what's thislah??? They performed 7 songs..(i feel that my stalking skills have improved a lot this year itself.hhahahahaah)Were the last group to perform and urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,aku geram..

Please please please come to Malaysia.Though i doubt it..They are gonna have their comeback soon,and year end there's YG Family Concert(which i would kill to attend it) in Korea..Haihhh...the feeling of their are so near and it's unbelievable that they came to Singapore and yet so far...haihhhhh...they should be more international=(( ok,i could go on and on about this.So,i shall stop here.
Bro pissed me off yesterday..I was cleaning up the whole upstairs (sweep +mop + wash toilet) and the toilet that i share with him is so disgusting that i need to scrub the floor twice...Grrrrrr.All the while when i was washing the toilet i was almost cursing all the way and was seriously PISSED OFF after that.Cause everytime it is I who clean up the rooms and all and he is the one who made a big mess and get away with it and the fact that my mum nags at me and said that i dont clean the house ticks me off..urghhhh

Ms.Lee's exam is near,hence didnt really contact her as i know she is busy cramming and stressing for exam,i wish her all the best.Know she can do it.Ms.Sweet at the other part of Earth is also having some exam and has a num of outings and hence also minimal contact these week.Ooh and Phui gi also just finish her exam today and i hope it goes well and she has twitter now..Niceeee.I have to say that i sometimes prefer twitter than facebook.Hmm,i guess that's it for now.
p/s: if its possible never i repeat NEVER bring kids to take the ktm..seriously man.can be interesting and annoying at times.=,=
-with lots of love,peace out-

2010-10-17T03:20:00.000-07:00

Another week has passed,well technically a few weeks in my blog since it's been like almost 2 weeks since i updated it...Maaf...a bit lazy ..hehehe.Well,2 of my classes was canceled last week,so that meant that i only had classes on thursday and saturday.muahahahahahahaha.i was happy..cause this meant that i could sleep loner =DDD.. Was supposed to climb Broga Hill with college mates,but in the middle of Contract class,(thursday),Broga hill is on the dawn of Friday..

Karan,smsed me saying that her friend has extra tickets to Adam lambert and do i want to go or not? I was surprised as she had told me before this that her friend only has 1tic to give her...so,when she said,she has 2 more now...apatahlagi,saya pun pergi..and so in the end,my attempt to climb Broga Hill failed..i shall do it another time..So,wait for me..........Adam was awesome..his voice is amazing and his bassist,the one where he had kissed in his concerts at other places is cool...thought was his boyfriend,but it turns out that he's straight..It was a standing place,and when he sang 'If i had you' he asked us to jump..And me,being super high did that.I always wanted to do that in a concert.but never had the chance to,and it is awesome...=DDDDD By the time i got home,clean up,etc and finally went to bed,it was 1am..And so,i was dead tired which luckily i didnt go climb the hill,cos i would most probablyfaint there.-.-
Other than that,things are pretty normal here..Carrying out my daily routine of listening to songs,discovering new song,watching my korean shows and keeping up with the entertainment news and all and of course not forgetting studying..and i'm reading 2 story books at once now.Nancy Drew(yea,i still love them) and a book called Looking for Mr.Right by Chrissie Manby..That book,despite the cliche title,is super funny and is the reason why i bought it.=)

Currently loving 2netv season 2,grey's anatomy,survivor and how i met your mother.=) i'm still addicted to 2ne1's album and current love is Rihanna feat Drake-What's my Name..am waiting for her new album (which i hope is not disappointing) which will be out on Nov 16th i think..around there.Also loving a song by Drake-Best Ever Had.BUT it's a cover of that song that i like,where the video of it i have posted it in my fb page.=)) ummm,i guess that's it for now??? can't wait for the deepavali holidays..
p/s:pics of adam's concert is in fb.ooh and my profile pic,i took a pic with this guy (he actually had another friend too) where at the concert he was standing near me and he and his friend really dress up,with their hair,eyeliner and stuff,that i cant resist and had to take a pic with him.Too bad,his friend was kinda shy and walked away for a moment...haih.=(
-till then,with lots of love,peace out-

2010-10-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

It's the 2nd week of class.Well,overall,it is ok..I'm studying/reading everything law now.No more Econs or Business.Kinda not used to it..Criminal class is interesting,Contract,i love ms.miera,so.....=) public law,is well,kinda,boring,but oklah..still bearable.CLR is my least favourite class.it's umm,how do i put it..you'll feel stressful when attending that class and umm.lost at times?? for melah,that is. Nothing much/exciting happen this week as far as i can remember..Only the lady who i was dealing with my touch n go refund thing got into an accident and maybe on mc for 1 month...it took me by surprise and its sooo drama right??

hahaha.anyway,i hope nothing really serious happen to her and she'll get well soon. Speaking of which,i finally got back my refund today...i am RM 40 richer...phewww.Acutally not richer,as i'm currently in a deficit.It just made it a bit better.=( Ooh,went out with mei v,phui gi and the beribu tahun tak jumpa,Chua Kaa Ee.Wanted to it steamboat(mei v's random invitation) only to find out that the place was closed on a Tuesday and so went to JJ for Secret Recipe instead.Had a nice them chit chatting and stuff.Then went to CKE's house to look at his golden retriever which is soooo cute......

Sis is back from johor after working there for about 10 days,Cant wait for her to be back as i wanna talak some good food.muahahahaha.Ooh oh,there are a lot of good movies out lately.namely,Wall Street,Eat,pray,love,and Charlie.St.Cloud...and i'm in a deficit now.what's this man??? *cries a river* i wanna watch all 3 of these movies...and hopefully,i will.

Current addiction to songs are :Shinee-Hello,Far East Movement,Lady Collection-More than anyone else,Omarion ft.Lil' Wayne-i get it in and 2ne1's album.still not getting sick of it..=DDD

It's october already...gosh,time surely flies.there only 2 more months and then year 2010 is coming to an end...what a year it has been..by the end of this month,i think my teeth are gonna have their freedom.Can't believe the day has finally arrived.I guess that's more or less about it for now.
-till then,with lots of love,peace out-

overdue pictures about recent(well,kind of) happenings

2010-09-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

Lee Hom in the van =)

The stage&dying in a sea of people

Got cheated a total of RM 40 for this.damn it.

Kim's surprise b'day

Took me 3 hrs to get to Sentral cos of this.Hook up at other time please =p

Introducing Gucci.My sis' housemate dog.Aint she cute??

Sandwich yang setaraf/lebih lazat daripada Subway =DDD

Seonmul from taiwan =)

Rashid Sidek

The 3 of us =)

Ramblings about almost everything.

2010-09-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

Hmmm,another week has passed.My pimples are a sad case.And i feel very conscious about this thing.Isn't it a weird thing where before this,small issues that you didnt really notice before suddenly becomes a big issue/gets your attention after something major happens to you?? Ooh and i went for my dental appointment last Fri and even the dentist and the taxi driver (taking it to go home) commented about my face...The taxi driver was giving me tips on DIY masks....what's this lah???? *cries a sea*

On the bright side,my teeth are most probably having their freedom around the end of next month....~wootttts~ =DD It seems like i have been wearing braces like forever...hahahahaha.
I'm finally a law student.yup.it's official and i'm proud of it.=) I kinda question myself if i'm choosing the right path and on second thought i don't think i'll regret it as i find this a really interesting subject to study and i aim to be an ace to it..After getting my a-levels results,i know now what i should do and what i shouldn't do to achieve my targets...hehehehe.I'ts the first week of classes and i'm kinda feeling the pressure(just a lil'bit) to do well in my examss....urghhhh..Classes are well,its too early to say whether it's easy or hard as all of it are just introductory classes.So...we'll have to wait and see how things becomes.=) The first few days of taking the ktm was not as peaceful at all.The first 2 days or so.there were train delays which pissed me off to the max.Add in a combo of screaming and weird kids...It really test your patience.Go try it.And then a woman ask me if she could have my seat the other day cos she was not feeling well,And i said sure.The place beside her was empty at Serdang station,and i sat beside her,I feel asleep right away as i was tired..i woke up at Nilai station to find her vomiting.and in the 2nd plastic bag she has...The people surrounding her,were all try to divert their attention somewhere else.I was one of them too...And it was not a good sight to see at all.
There's a lot of good music lately..

.Discovering new ones and loving back old ones.The ones that i almost forgot it existed..Current loves are: 2ne1, Son Dambi-Queen,Liz Lee-The Funeral, Andra,Far East Movement,Lucie Silva,Nelly Furtado-Try,Lee Hom and many many more.I'm waiting for Big Bang's comeback which is around November...And if it is,you'll see me go crazy that time.So,be prepared.XD 2ne1 tv season 2 is back and it's awesome.Am currently also watching Playful Kiss (korean version of the taiwanese drama-It Started With a Kiss) which starts my husband(you didnt read wrong.and yes,i am perasan =p) Kim Hyun Joong.He is HOT people.seriously......how can one be so hot ?..*faints* Just saw the latest episode of Grey's Anatomy.Hmmm,this ep talks about the aftermath of the shooting thing at the end of season 6.And a lot of character changed...Not liking the new Derek...=( still loving Sloan though.I dont know how to categorize the ep..I kinda love it and kinda feel sad that the characters have changed...as some of the things that i was hoping to happen/last didnt..=(

I miss my bestie Ms.Sweet.Chatted with her once in msn..And it seems that she's having fun there.I'm hapy for her..But,i miss you lots...things doesnt feel the same without you here though i dont sms you everyday when you were here...but you know..its just that one weird feeling...*cries a sea* We need to uphold the dream of being friends till we are like 30 ++.muahahahah.There's still a lot of things we havent do together yet..*winks*Need to meet up with Ms.Meow also..miss that girl also.Although we just met a week ago =P Went to MV after class today.As i need to use my RM 20 voucher from metrojaya..Wanted to get a denim skirt,but didnt find a nice and affordable one.And so,i bought a shoe.and i love it...And i have another pair to wear to college and to go out.=DDD i'm more of a sneaker/ballet shoes kinda girl..And sneakers are expensive..(one cost like 100 ++ ? ) and ballet shoes,i'm kinda picky about the design and stuff..As if its beautiful but is pain as hell when you walk in them for even a short while.I wouldnt buy them..Not worth my $$..Hmm i guess this is more or less the summary of my week?? Ooh,and Dad went to Cameron Highlands today,forgetting to bring his jacket and it was raining cats and dogs in the afternoon just nwo..ish ish ish,...ayahku ni...*shakes head* Karan went to Senai to work.And she's in Sinapore for a day or to to shop and stuff.Hopes she buys for me something.Though expectation langsung tak tinggi...

Can't wait for her to be back as i wanna eat some jap/korean food..Dont care how fat it is...muahahahahaha.And I'm so craving for Carl's Junior.But prevented myself form eating it cos 1) it's FAT 2)Expensive (though worth it).As i'm saving money now.so...... unless someone wanna belanja me..You are so welcome to do so..*winks* ok.i know this is lame,but this sentence pop up in my head just now and it rhymes.And i know.it's not rocket science to piece this words together...but you know.i feel the need to write it somewhere.hehehehehe

It's not you,its not me,it's just that we're not meant to be.

And maybe this sentence already exist.but,I dont care.=P
-till then,with lots of love,peace out-

kawanku yg tercinta

2010-09-18T11:44:00.000-07:00

Finally,i send sweet off.It was so sudden..you smsed me on friday saying you just got your visa and will be flying on saturday night..I was like,plan to surprise mode in the fast lane.We met up to buy you the scarf before heading to klia..We miss the one exit and need to take one BIG round which cause us to reach late,at 9.45.We were looking at those checking point areas,waiting for you and then,cannot tahan,called your sis and she said that you went in already.

All of us were shocked.Like it was still so early.And my heart sank,i think mei wee and ah mah also did.We were like,so,our plan to surprise was an epic failure,and the gift that we bought you...=( then we went to the departure gates there,where we ask the security ppl there and we were running to go to the information counter to ask them to call you out since you werent answering your phone...Ooh and,we saw these group of air hostess and pilots and ah mah suggest that we ask them whhich flight are their going to work and maybe could pass the gift we had to you.ahahahahahahah.random stuff.And at the same time ,at that moment,i first saw hafiz hashim,then rashid sidek,i didnt notice lee chong wei,was distracted.(mind in blur mode)and i saw Tan Boon Heong.I have to admit,i have a lil crush on him,cos,he's good looking.But,he's taken..And they kinda look arrogant,so,i didnt like go and ask to take pic with them.was waiting for you to come out.And then when u pick up,i got so excited that the only thing i could thing of was to tell you to come out.hahahahaha..It was soo exciting.And on the way to klia,we were texting you,and waiting for your reply and was also thinking whether you did lie to us or not about your flight time XD . And then we rushed to the departure hall and finally,met you.hahaha.you were almost in tears as you forgot your passport for a moment.....

After chatting for a while,it your time to go already,And for the first time in dont know how many years,we hugged...As ms.meow said,''kita ni anti-hug punya''.hahahhaha..But seriously,after hugging you,i feel like crying,but held it back..It's like i'm happy that you're going to a great place to further your studies,but i tak sampai hati to see you go.It's like,we are all reaching to this fork in the road,and taking on our own paths now.Like,i cant text you weekly to meet up and bergossip in person.go makan makan and all.though there's always the internet.damn,typing this thing now,makes me wanna cry.i'll miss you,and you know i love you.

Plus,i hope you like the present we got you.=)And i shall wait for you return next year,where i hope i can drive to anywhere by then and we shall go enjoy cukup-cukup...hope you have fun there..and you remembered what we said right?? what to bring back for us.hehehehehehe..i'm gonna be emo now and cry my heart out for a while..love you ms.sweet.ooh and a BIG THANK YOU to ah mah for being the driver and stuff,didnt meet you for so long and had a nice talk about fashion stuff.hehehee.And ms.meow for being there for everything.there's only the 2 of us now.=(
p/s: pictures shall be uploaded later.*winks*
-till then,with lots of love,peace out-

2010-09-13T12:01:00.000-07:00

it's been days since i blogged.many apologies,i spent my days watching shows and now currently addicted to farm frenzy,a game in my comp given by my cousin..=DDD 2ne1 is back with their new album.And it is HOT HOT HOT ..love them..their music are more different than the other korean girl groups out there and they dont really like act cute and stuff,more to like.showing strong girl power.which is awesome..will post up a kinda really long post soon i guess.hehehe..
i know its a bit late,but happy birthday to Teddy Park..may you continue to produce more good music,....muackss
p/s: i hate my complexion right now..urghhh,pimples,please,i'm begging you.go away..*cries a sea*
-with lots of love and sadness,peace out-

2010-09-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

As i stated in my previous post,Big Bang,Shinee,etc are coming over to Singapore for a concert.And today the info about ticket pricing,etc are out.And i am SAD people.Why??? there are 4 types of tickets/price.And the cheapest one is RM271.40..like seriously..SUPER EXPENSIVE.I was really looking forward to attend this thing and hoping that tickets will be cheaper.Mana tahu..its worse.And it's a 2 hour concert.For 6 groups..Isnt it sad? ishhhh...And i think you cant pre-order it or buy it online? you need to go to singapore and buy it??? ishhhhhh...And i heard that Big Bang is going to the Philippines.Why cant they come here?? I hope and pray that they will come sometime next year???? i wanna see them in person.=(

2010-08-29T11:28:00.000-07:00

just watched a movie called Wedding Dress (its a korean ,movie BUT it has nothing to do with Taeyang's Wedding dress song).This movie is about a mother and her daughter relationship.How the daughter tries to fulfill her mum's wish.Her mum has a terminal illness.Another sad movie.and i love it.=)
Which re-affirm my opinion that if i could choose how would i die now,tomorrow or in future,i would like to suffer a terminal illness such as cancer and die.Why you may ask? and why such a weird opinion?First up,everyone's gonna die one day.its just a matter of time. I feel that it's better to know when you are dying because then you get to do everything you want to do.apologize,confess,scold,go crazy whatever that you want to do before you die.cause sometimes you cant help but think about what if's in life.

2010-08-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

So many things have been happening recently..To me that is..First up,i went to see Lee Hom on the 21st of August..Sis went for ht Acca class before that so,i lepak alone in sunway...went to the place where i love the most i guess..yup.it's the bookstore.Why do i love going there? there's new book to discover and to lust for=( and way lots of magazine to read.hahahahahaa.And a fast way to kill time..For melah that is.Then we headed out to 1U and got there at about 4.Insane lots of ppl were already lining up in the hot sun.My sis friend's and I went to grab our dinner before we went there.Met up with Mich and Andrew.I have to say this is the worst showcase/autograph signing session EVER.First cos he only sang 1 song which is disappointing.Never mind that,he almost didnt want to sign all the albums by the fans.Reason was cos he has to catch his flight.But thankfully i manage to get mine.Felt guilty for not being able to get that for See Wei.i know how much she loves him..Many apologies,see wei =( Almost fainted due to the insane lots of people there and the heat.and felt that my leg almost broke due to the long standing.Definitely worse than ss501(which surprisingly got a lot of ppl but i can still take it) and worldstage.

Big Bang is out with a new single called Somebody to Luv which is HOTNESS.and no,its totally different from Justin Bieber.I have yet to find the eng sub for the songs =( and and and i have epic news.BIG BANG,SNSD,SHINEE,F.T ISLAND,INFINITE & D-NA are coming to Singapore on the 23rd of Oct.This is sucha dream come true and my best chance to see Big Bang.thought the chance of meeting them is like completely 0 as i dont think they'll ever come to Malaysia?? who knows? i hope one day they will and i'm not OLD by the time they come.=p I really wannna go badly.But there's a lot of factors to consider here.So,lets hope that i can really go.hehehehe.Loving MGMT-kids and some of their songs.Dont ask me why,i myself dont know.But the tune just cant get off my head.Karan said,their songs are badd.And cant believe i like them.ishhhhhh.Loving Maroon 5-Misery,Ke$ha-Disgusting and Cheryl Cole-Parachute and Heaven..ooh,current drama marathons are:Parenthood,Smile,You,and Leverage.=)

And another sad news i that Sweet Yin is leaving for Scotland on the 8th of Sept.(if everything goes as planned).I'm happy that she will be able to study the stuff that she wants,etc,etc.But,i dont want her to go.Dont know when will she be back..=( gonna miss her soooooooooooo much...And this means that there will only be 2 of us now to have all the berbonding &bergossips session =( And we still havent go to a holiday together just the 3 of us yet.Maybe one day,just one day me and mei v will go Scotland and go travel.muahahahahahaha.

Surprised Kim and Karyn for their birthday.And it was the bomb.The expression on Kim's face was epic.hahahaha.And it was all thanks to Celine the mastermind of putting this all together =).It was so hard,keeping this surprise as a secret.hahahahaha...I love my holidays this time around..it's awesome.and i hate it in the ways that i am brokeeee.I'm in a deficit now people.haih..need to start saving $$ for my love for concerts and my fav singers.=( good bye to delicious expensive food,too much outings and books for now*sobs*

Oh and i have yet to watch step up 3 and going the distance.and wall street(not sure when its coming out)..I plan to watch it with my 2 hommies.Ms.Chua and Ms.Lee...and i hate my face now cos of my pimple breakout.haihhhhhhhhhhhh....sedih.i shall also try and sleep early nowadays.i know i have been saying this for ages.But for the sake of beauty,i have too..and its official that i will be a law student soon.Sept 18th to be really specific? hahahahaha.am missing kawan-kawanku..hehehehe.time flies so fast and i cant believe that i'm studying for my degree now.i guess that's all for now as these are the things that i can remember at the moment.

p/s: if everything goes as plan and there are no problems,i maybe able to move to kl next year.the exact date depends on various factors...so,fingers cross people =) + hope all of us are having a blasting holidays =)
with lots of love,peace out-

You'll always be remembered

2010-08-23T11:15:00.000-07:00

Rest In peace Lee Eon.you will always be remembered and hope that you are in a better place now.5/2/1981-21/8/2008

Saengil Chuka Hamida to Karan

2010-08-18T22:12:00.000-07:00

the best sister in the world with the best ever present this year.Getting to meet my her husband(lee hom) =)
Ooh,and this is my 100th post..what a coincidence.hehe
you know i love you,peace out

Just cause

2010-08-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

just loving this lyrics from Navi ft.Jaebeom-Heart damage
The times where i miss you are 0 minutes,0 seconds

hey listen baby girl
you’re not getting it friend
why do you keep coming back to me again and again?
just let it end shawty,
you aint thinking well,
if this the game of love,
then we’re in different tales
aint looking at you,
my eyes have shifted,
you got a broken heart,
i ain’t the guy to fix it
unhappy story of me and you?
its the end
look at the time, i gotta go
its 2PM, peace!

2010-08-18T02:36:00.000-07:00

It's seems like ages ago since i updated.Many apologies,i blame it on my laziness and love to postpone stuff.hhehe.My current mood now : Emonessssss!!!!! Why??? i joined the lee hom contest where if you win,you get to watch movie with him...I got 1sec and 1 move and i didnt win...Damn it..My sis friend won it and i hope and hope and hope and pray that he win give my sis both tickets so i can goo......*cries a sea* sedih gila mannnnn....Why?????????????????/// it's so unfairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
Moving on,I'm back from Jb for good.I love it there..Will definitely not forget all the moments there...Let's start from july the 19th where Kim,See Wei and I came back from JB to take the moral exam where all of us actually passed without taking the final exam but,just for the sake of it,we need to sit for the final one...Where i think all of us didnt study for it and almost all of us came out after 1 hour.(it was a 3 hour exam.hahahahah)..We hang out with marcus,jake,mich at MV..Oooh,thanks Marcus for treating us ice cream =D. had steam boat to celebrate Jake,Kean Hoe,Lai Yee, and See Wei's b'day..Where Kim sent me back afterwards and kinda got lost and thanks to Michele who gave us directions after that..I have a bad sense of direction especially KL roads.Never seem to remember it somehow..Manage to hang out with Mei Wee and Sweet where we get to know the sad news that Sweet is most probably going off to Scotland by end of this month...Aku tak sampai hati nak let her go,though i know it's for her future..*cries a sea* again..=( On July 31st Karan,Kim,Sweet and I went to Mtv Worldstage..And it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee.Salute Katy Perry and Tokio Hotel(which sang 10 songs that night)..They sound awesome livee.Wonder Girls was hot and i am sad to write that i missed Bunkface as I went in about 7 something.It was a 6 hour concert thanks to the rain.And 3 things happened that day.1) it was the rain... 2) I dropped my handphone while the release those giant ballons/balls for people to push and this guy was stepping on my phone battery and almost step on my phone,which thankfully he didnt as i was holding/pusing his leg away.. 3) i feel down at this slippery are while trying to get a better spot to watch the concert where my arse hurt badly...But all in all,if there is another one next year,i'm sooo going ..though i hope they bring more artist such as Big Bang...Pleaseee just bring themmm....
Hmmm,after that,we went back to Jb and the night before we head down to Kl again to get our result,we went to Danga Bay...Where for dinner at San Low,we met a bunch of hot,and tall basketball players from Macau i think.It was certainly the highlight of my stay there.muahahahahaahahahaaha.Then it was results day..12th of August..it was a nerve racking..And i manage to get 1A and 2B..Some of you may feel,''hey,that's good'' But,to me,i'm disappointed as i know i could do better.After much thought(well,not really) i have only myself to blame.But,i shall study like mad for my degree now.So....fighting,CJA!!
Congatulation to Kim for being the top student...=) and also to Nicole and others who did well.=)
2ne1 is coming back in Spetember and i am soo looking foward to it.And also Taeyang's international album..He's releasing an English version of Wedding Dress *screams*I'm currently watching a korean drama called Smile,You and I love it,though it's kinda lengthy,(45 episodes @@) watching we got married (the new and old season) ,an anime-Yamato Nadeshiko Henge (thanks to Kong for borrowing me) and Leverage + House...hehehehehe...Ooh oh,have you guys watch Lee Hom's new movie,Love in Disguise?? if you havent,GO.Watch.It..To be honest,i feel,acting is not really his thing,but its a funny movie with awesome songs.Like really awesome songs!! MEMBUNUH!!!! i had to prevent myself from screaming in the cinema.hahhahahaa..His new album is gonna be the bomb.!! I'm waiting for Step Up 3D and Wall Street now..Oh,Repo-Men is an awesome movie..It's realistic in my opinion though i think its has a different ending from the book.
Andre Kim(a korean designer) passed away last week due to cancer.may you be in a better place now.i guess that's it for now.
A BIG shoutout to Kwon Ji Young.Happy Birthday !! may you still be single and not dating that model girl..Yes,i am that selfish though i know you will never know my exsistence.=p
p/s : for the photos of the events i mentioned above,please check it out in FB..lazy to upload it here.=)
-with lots of love and selfishness,peace out-

Every Cloud has a silver lining

2010-07-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

I believe everything happens for a reason..whether that thing that happens is good or bad,there's definitely a good one in it for you,or the other person or everyone around...I guess I'm an optimist in life.Could be bad for me you're too optimistic in life but at least it gives you hope and it's better than being a pessimist in life ? it's just my opinion.being emo till the max sometimes seems like a good thing also.hahahaha.i'm contradicting myself here.Oh well,just be one or the other depending on different situations i guess
-with lots of love,peace out-

A picture worth a thousand words Part II

2010-07-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

2010-07-24T11:34:00.000-07:00

Well,the post below,as you can probably feel is more of my highness due to the recent release of my favourite singers which i have been waiting for sometime now.hehehe.I shall now update a lil' bit about my current life.Firstly and Sadly,i have gained weight.For those who feel that i have lost weight instead,beribuan terima kasih.I feel soooo happy.hehehee.But,i think i've gained weight.And i'm fat.So,let the exercise and obsession start now.

Being in JB is fun and a new experience for me.it's very interesting.Got me thinking about what i want to become next time and how will i deal with different people and situations.My mum asked me if i enjoyed myself there,as it seems that i am,it's not that i don't enjoy myself there,but sometimes,i just miss being at home where i can just lock myself in the comfort of my own room and watch and do all the stuff that i like,such as to laze around all day.I guess i just miss my home and parents i times.I'm back for 2 weeks and now,1 week is almost up and it feels so fast.=( I am having moral exam on monday and guess what,i havent finish revising yet.I'm just soo lazy to read them.I kinda wish that we don't have to take it and they just give us a pass,well for those who have painfully attend the classes for the last few months.It was pure boredom and torturing.=( Went to MPH and Borders alone the other day,(yes.i am a self confessed bookaholic) and i was lusting over a few books which i hope i could purchase them where,each one of them cost a bomb..Urghh,seriously,if you want to encourage more teenagers to read,make books much cheaper pleaseeeee...I am looking for a nice jeans and maybe a skirt if i could fine one.or maybe i should buy a bag,or maybe a brand new pair of shoe..hmmm,i feel like getting myself something,but have yet to find them.

I miss sweet and mei wee a lot.Kinda didn't contact them much lately.What with Mei Wee being busy with studies,and sweet being busy relaxing i guess,didnt see both of them online much,and hence,minimal contact between us.

As you guys know,i am currently having a lot of amazing songs (for me) such as se7en's new album,4minute new single,Shinee's new album and i'm waiting for BoA's new album which will be released on 2nd of August.=DD This is definitely a hotness galore month.hehehehehe...Discovered a number of interesting fact/news lately which shall not be mentioned here due to various reasons.(hahaha.feeling curious?? XD ) But,maybe the news/facts that i know is something you already know,so,it's actually nothing much to be known actually..muahahahahaa.Ooh i think i have not announced it here yet,but people,I AM GOING TO MTV WORLDSTAGE 2010 on the 31st of July!!!! =DD I can't believe my luck as i have manage to win 4 passes to this event.Which i am bringing my sis,kim,and sweet along.I remembered clearly that i wanted to go soo badly last year,as it was my dream to see All American Reject live last year,but i think it was because of exams or something that I ended up watching the concert on tv.Resenting and cursing a little bit for not being there.it was so near,yet so far.haihh...But,i am gonna enjoy myself this year.hehehe.Ohh,and Super Junior will be coming again on March next year and if i'm not mistaken,so is Jay Chou?? I am sooo gonna be broke man.But,i will go (hopefully) to both of these concert.Ooh i have not announce it here also,but kim calls me a concert junkie which i very much agree myself..hahaha.But,maybe next year,Phui Gi is not going to Suju's concert as she will be overseas furthering her studies.*sobs* sedih sedih.She's my partner in crime when it comes to kpop stuff.hehehehe.Speaking of which,Mei Quin is addicted to kpop songs also lately.Welcome to the club Mei Quin.^o^

Currently watching a new drama called Coffee House.It's ok.Still in the beginning process.So,will not rate it so fast yet.It seems that there will be a korean version of the taiwanese drama,It Started with a Kiss and the guy who will be playing Joe Cheng's character is none other than my *ahem* husband,Mr.Kim Hyun Joong.*claps hands* ~wohooo~will be looking foward for their drama next year,i hope.=) Finished Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood last week or so,love the ending.it's an awesome anime.Well,i guess that's about it for now.Shall upload loads of pics later i guess.Ooh,i almost forgot,congratulations to Bryan Boy.=)And and and Ian Eastwood and Tucker Barkley is HOTNESS!!

p/s:about my other personal life,well,the bits and pieces of lyrics from Gummy,Robyn,G.Na,Soya&Sun,Pixie Lott and many more perfectly describe how i feel now.Hmmm,just one thought,i guess i am too positive and hopeful at times where i should be more realistic and rational.Ooh and,please bear with me if i come out with some emo post from time to time guys.you know i love you and i know you love me.hahahaha
-with lots of love,peace out-

today =Infinite Hotnesssssss

2010-07-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

Ok,it seems like it's been years since i updated my blog..sorry.there's no reason for it.I am just plain lazy =(.. i was planning to write about all my recent happenings,but now i am in a very very high mode.I'm in the stage of where i believe i'm experiencing eternal happiness....Why you may ask???? Shinee came back with their new 2nd album today called Lucifer and it'sPURE HOTNESS!!! love their songs.especially A-yo.

Although it's a remake of a song,(which means that it's not a original song) it's better than the original one.And it keeps playing in my head and makes me feel so determine to learn the song.(which is hard).And 4minute released a single called Superstar which is awesome as well.And guess what??? Se7en is back with his new album called DIGITAL BOUNCE.AND IT'S SOOOOOOOO HOTTTTTTT!!! After 4 years,he's back.And his voice is still as membunuh and hot as ever.And it's definitely worth the wait and not disappointing at all!!! *faints* althoulgh i was dead tired just now and wanted to sleep,and my body is aching,i am sooo energized now!!!!And i saw almost all the dance video by Ian Eastwood,he's just 17 and a really really HOT and DOPE dancer + choreographer.

And I discovered another dancer called Tucker Barkley which is equally hot and dope as well.(check out my fb of the video that i posted)just get to know that he was the one who choreograph 2pm's again and again and was a dancer for britney today is just awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhh,i dont know what to write anymore .....oh,a BIG shout out to my grandma as today's her birthday and to chua kaa ee as well(although he didnt reply me sms wish ...hmpphhh)..
-with lots of love,hotness&being in a state of highness,peaceout-

2010-07-01T11:02:00.000-07:00

ever hate and like someone at the same time??? such contradiction right?? don't know if you have experienced it before, (yes,this feeling exist i think) i hate this feeling.....maybe its because i have been moody lately ? (pms ?) i dont know.either way,have to deal with it somehow.
-peace out-

2010-07-01T10:59:00.000-07:00

Hmmm,it's almost 3 weeks or so since my holidays have started.And i am sooo enjoying it for now.I'm currently working with kim and see wei at her dad's firm in JB.And it's awesome..learned a lot of stuff this past week and it's interesting going to court and watching some drama unfold.hahahaha.Kinda lazy to update about it in detail,i'll upload pictures later and let them do the talking ya?hahahah..it's so surreal.i'm back in seremban for the weekend as i have my dental appointment tomorrow.Have to admit that i am a bit nervous as i am scared that Dr.Goh will scold me,and hopefully not. took the bus home today when i realised that this is the first time i took a bus back home alone from such a far place.(if you get what i mean)...Journey was ok as i had my ipod,book and a few people who had sms me during the journey,so it was not that boring...As i got back to Seremban,it made me realised that i Have miss home....ohh,my beloved room...<3 I've realised that i have changed a bit lately.By how you mean?? i feel that i'm more random lately?? and i dont know in a few more aspects i guess??? no?

Today is a great day because,Taeyang;s out with his solo album SOLAR,and it is way way way beyond HOTNESS....i just simply love the songs from his album...*faints* His comeback today with G.D was sooo HOT.and his voice...ahhhhh amazing. Just discovered this song called Something More by secondhand Serenade which is love.And also a song by Eminem feat Rihanna-Love the way you lie.Can't stop listening to it..Ooh and there a song called Overtime by Baek Ji young which is nice too.I love the MV.So,all in all,today's a good day.Ohh,and i forgot to write about this,but,i manage to win passes for Mtv World Stage,hehehe,which is on 31st July.I can't believe it.didnt expect myself to be so lucky as i dont always win this kinda contest in my life.=DD

On the other hand,i was shocked to read that Park Young Ha,a korean actor who co-star in Winter Sonata had committed suicide.It's just so shocking and sad to hear about this news.Heard that he had insomnia for several years and he's taking care of his sick father and is having a lot of stress about his company,and maybe that lead his to take his life away i guess.It's just so sad,as he's only 33 or so....*sigh* life can seem so bright and happy at one moment and it can be dark and sad the nest moment...

rest in peace Park Young Ha,may you be in a better place.
-with lots of love peace out-

2010-06-20T10:29:00.000-07:00

Dont you just love korean movies/dramas ? ok,i think i'm the one who loves them more than any other type in the world..When a movie has a happy ending,it makes you happy and gives you hope though at times you can't help but to think it's a bit unrealistic..and wish at times that instead of that cliche happy ending,it would have a sad ending instead(though a million others may disagree about this with me).This would be the opposite if it has a sad ending...

Watching korean movies,is probably the best thing that can help make me cry in times where i NEED to cry the most.hahaha...props to them to be able to make the most romantic/ saddest movie.Not to mention they make good mv as well..I watched another movie called My Love today.And it rules.I watch another movie called About Love (a taiwanese/japanese movie) and it rocks too..(i know,and you probably can guess it,it's about well......love.) I guess i'm just an ultimate fan for these kinda movie.Though I am also a fan of action/comedy movies as well..=D Well,i guess that's about it now.Just feel the need to blog my love for korean movies and dramas..plus not forgetting songs of course.hahahahahaa.
-with a little bit of love(because most of it is devoted to my korean addiction)hahaha , peace out-

Pictures worth a thousand words right??

2010-06-18T11:30:00.000-07:00

As the title said,,pictures worth a thousand words...I have been lazy in transferring the pics from my phone into the comp,i know,lazy me...hahahhaa.And since i'm free now..here are some of the latest and out of date pics.hahahaha. The first few pics are my birthday presents this year. =DD After that its about the exam season,first pic is Lee Tat's Contract notes,During study session,notice the size of milk/soya bean Yik Yee& See Wei is drinking. XD .Next,Kim & Michele going crazy.After exams on the 11th of June,Lee Tat was singing his heart out..hahahhaa..The last pic,had a successful shopping today..The shoes are super comfy but super expensive as well*cries a river* Ain't that feet beautiful people?? hahahahaa
-with lots of love,peace out-

2010-06-15T12:37:00.000-07:00

Finally,there's no hopefully or maybe....It's definitely now..Who am I fooling & lying all this while?? I shall mourn about this for a while (not sure if mourn's the right word,anyways ) and i shall be fine....finally,i am convinced and assured now.not that it's the first time.* insert emotion here*
p/s: it's gonna be the hotness craze once again soon *winks*
-with _______________,peace out-

Of happenings, things about this and that

2010-06-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

Ok,i actually wanted to update this blog right after exams,but i was a little bit lazy..so...hehehe.i decided to do it today.Well,overall,the days/weeks/month before exam was crazy.It was hectic,tiring and stressful...seriously,till the point i begin to question myself,what did i sign myself up for??? and i want to study law after this ?? @@ But,i still find this subject interesting and shall of course continue on studying that.Hmmmm,i dont know how I did in the exams,i know i can pass the exams,but about getting straight A's again,this time,I am not expecting it.I prefer to prepare myself for the worst...So,when the results are out,if it's bad,i wont feel that sad,though of course i will go back home and cry myself out and regretting in not putting more effort,etc,etc...But,till then,I'm gonna enjoy my hols. ^o^
After Econs paper 1 on Friday-12th of June...all of us went to sing k.(which is my first time) I know,i don't do this kinda stuff often,due to various reasons.It was fun actually.hehe.Then after that,we went to Junior's house for bbq..Had a fun time there,though there was a couple of awkward moments...After then,Kim sent Kong,Yik Yee and her bf home.I stayed overnight at Kim's house again.hehe.pai seh,,always staying over at her house.*blushes*So a BIG thank you to Ms.Kimberley Ong.stay hot babe.XD We had some pillow talk and then we woke up late the next day,and decided to watch movie with Gary& Nick.Had Carl's Jr for lunch which is delicious(try pronouncing this in a french way.hehe)Watched the A-Team which is awesome.It's an action comedy movie to me,which i feel is worth the money and certainly did not disappoint me.=DD We went shopping for a bit and did some random stuff,such as.... taking pic with the Transformer patung..hehehehe..I went home after movie and i think i watch the match between England and US.In which that Green dude from England made a very very silly mistake...hahahaha..I slept about 4.30am that day i think.And i was dead tired and woke up like 2pm the next day.heheheheeh.

I am currently watching a korean drama called Personal Preference which stars Lee Min Ho and Son Ye Jin..I kinda like Lee Min Ho now thanks to this drama as previously I didnt really like him in BOF..Some of the things that he did,kinda membunuh.*faints* I plan to re- watch 9 ends 2 outs and maybe Que Sera Sera since i heard that drama is one of the best..Watched this movie called Ponyo(produced by Studio Ghibli)which is a nice movie.And so is this movie called Post Graduate.Staring Alexis Bledel.I am also starting back my project of reading my story books which kinda abandoned for months now...Am currently reading this book called Boy Next Door by Meg Cabot which is super funny.Ooh oh, I just discovered this song by J-lie called Forever which is awesome.And I am addicted to Jesse McCartney-Body Language,Katy Perry- California Girls,Jay-Z-On to the next one, and Big Bang's Tell Me Goodbye(remix ver.)I am really really looking foward to their comeback which it seems will be in August and Se7en's comeback which is around July....~wheeee~

Is meeting Phui Gi and Mei Wee tomorrow.Gosh,it's been such a long time since i saw both of them.need to bergossip sikit.heh heh heh..I accidentally bumped into Sweet on Wed (the 2nd last day of my exam) in the toilet in Sentral.Where we were both shocked to see each other.And Sweet said my expression when I saw her was very funny.And i got to admit that it took me sometime to process who she is.As I was half blurr and didnt expect to bump into her at all.This shows how small the world is and how fate works i guess.hahahahaha.Will definitely mee tup with her after she finish her exam which seems like years to come-June 29th . =(

Ooh after much thinking and hearing stuff here and there,i feel that it's better to stay single for now right,and not really fret about stuff in the Love Department.....As sometimes,if you have done everything you could have done,well,a;; that is left is to see what happens after that...Or if you have done nothing,then well,you can choose to do something or continue on feeling whatever you're feeling at the moment and after sometimes the feeling will just go away i guess.Let's just go with the flow and whatever happens,happens i guess.=] I guess that's all for now.will upload some pics later as I'm kinda lazy...hehe

p/s : had a weird dream about WJB semalam, dreamt that he has facebook,and he looked a bit different or something and i can't really remember what happen after that...kinda weird since i kinda forgot his existence for sometime now.hahaha.anyways,

pp/s : i'm miss everyone in college.*sobs* -with lots of love,peace out-

2010-06-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

Well,it's been a long long long time since i blogged..Am having exams...So,was busy studying and stuff.Though i mamanged to watch and discover this drama called Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge which is not badlah.And since it only have 10 episodes,even better.Where shall i start with where i left out,hmmm,well stress level this month is to the max..And i am sooo looking foward when my exam ends next Friday...And then i am done with A-levles.Gosh,time seem to fly soo fast.It seems after this (if all goes well) we're going into degree adi...Some may leave to study at another place,some choosing UKT,some choosing UOL.....goshh.....all this feels so fast to me. A very funny and random thing happen in the ktm that day where i have to tahan ketawa to the max.And oh,i think i have blog about this yet,the ktm has introduced a women's coach..Which to me has it's pros and cons.But,i think the chance of it succeeding at times are low if compared to Japan.The trips back home are bearable sometimes and not at times.It kinda depends i guess.
Tort paper was hard today....And i order to cure some of my sadness I watch season 6 finale of Grey's Anatomy again.And the season finale of House (s4)It was the best finale ever man.Like seriously...And Jesse Williams in that show,is like HOTNESS...his eyes are sooo beautiful.

Is currently loving songs from:

Anya Marina :Whatever you like

Big Bang-Tell me Goodbye,(their MV is like hotness)

Jay-Z-On to the next one(the mv is like the coolest ever)

ss501-Love ya (which is a remake from michaelangelo)need i say more than hyun joong is hotness!! heheheh

Robyn-be mine

And ohh,i discovered an Icelandic song by Sigur Ros,Though i don't understand what they are saying,it just gives you a calm feeling when you listen to that song...And for the moment,I am listening to more emo-like songs as today was really NOT a good day for me.On top of that,i'm kinda having flu..And i discovered something which kinda breaks my heart and i have reached to the point of..............................
I don't really like to use this word,,,but,urghhhhhhhhh whateverlah...i don't wanna force or whatever.Maybe it's cause i'm stress now,or maybe i am too paranoid or think too much,or i'm just plain stupid or blur...uurghhhh nevermind it's cool....though i don't wanna get into this kinda stuff anymore man...not anytime soon..hate it...
p/s: just realised (though it may be a bit late) people do like do contradict themselves,don't they,or is it just me??
pp/s: Ms.Lee and Ms.Chua,i miss you guys terribly...can;t wait to meet up.*cries a river*
-whatever man,peace out-

Ms.Sweet

2010-05-15T12:36:00.000-07:00

I knew this girl when I was 8 years old.Still remember we started talking because our ''seniors'' when we were pengawas pelatih was friends and have the same duty place.And from then on,we were friends.As both of us had the same surname many thought that we were related,though we aren't. I remembered how we used to talk in BM when we were in primary school and it seemed weird and funny now.hhahahaha.As we go into secondary school, to be honest,you kind of motivate me to excel in my studies.As we always had close marks and can i say we have a positive competition during exams??

Ok.i admit,i am bad at maths though..hahahaha. After form 3,you choose not to continue on as a prefect and me and Mei Wee were the ones left.Though our topic perbualan tak banyak affected.And we always gossip on our way to the toilet.heh heh heh And i remember I always copied your homework whenever I forgot to do it or was just well...plain lazy =p And i remember how during report card day,we would act that we were cousins and my mum would help you take your report card as well.Oooh,and the times we had when we did our Science project thingie,the lamp shade and stuff.Seriously this girl and Ms.lee were the ones who thought me how to be brave and just take risks at times and aim to achieve stuff that you thought it was super hard to achieveThe times where we ponteng class during form 2 and times spent in counselling room after PMR..

Ooh,and the rocket comp together with Nic.The times we had at Mei wee's house and naming those rocket bottles.And the time where we did RC's souvenir at Sweet's place.Where,her hand bled,and we we singing bleeding love and laugh like mad on that night.And the times where we had BBQ this year and last year.hehehe.Those were definitely good times. Besides Miss.Lee, this person is my go to person as well.Though,she do not share my craziness over korean stuff and my willingness to spend $$ for concerts,but,she kinda get it,that i'm crazy over this stuff,as you guys would probably have known by now too. XD And that one time where we went all the way to Cineleisure Damansara to try and win MTV Asia Awards passes,which sadly,we didnt manage too.=( Did any big dramatic arguement happen between us before? I can't remember one that was like really major.Hmmm....

This year is the 11th year that we have got to know each other..And I would like to wish Ms.Sweet Yin,Happy 19th Birthday.you are now the same age as Mei Wee and I.hahahaha.Was kinda shocked to hear that you'll be going to Uk/Scotland by maybe around August.It seems so fast.And tak sampai hati betul,cannot see your for like 3-4 years ?? *sobs* Nevermind,if it really is like that,we shall enjoy secukup-cukupnya after our exams ^o^ May everything go your way this year..you know i love you.
p/s: i realised that both Ms.lee and Sweet share the same birth date. 13th.haha.such coincidence.
-with lots and lots of love,peace out-

2010-05-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

Lately,the stress levels that everyone is having i think is like to the very max,and so have I.Well,it's the exams,so........................
A lot songs (which is HOTNESS) are release lately,so,at least i have some things to keep me sane..=] Heard this quote from CSI:NY today and i love it somehow.Need to find a place to write about it right??? hehehe
Seduce with your brain and smile with your eyes people *winks * *winks*
Loving the song from :
brown eyes girls(jea and miryo)-love is
Gummy's whole album -Loveless
Lee Hyori
Snsd-Run devils run(somehow)
F(x)-Nu Abo.
Omarion feat Lil Wayne-get it in
Super Junior is back.~wheee~
Cant wait for 2ne1 and Big Bang.ooh and Se7en.ooh,not forgetting BoA and wonder girls are coming back too..it's been such a long time.=DDDDD
Ok,gonna prepared myself to go on a war now
P/s: is it worth it or is it not ? hmmmmm
-with lots of love,peace out -

2010-04-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

I'm tired,i'm stressed and this leads to me being emo.. *sulks * to my brain cells,thank you for the fights you help me go through...you know i love you.to anyone who thinks i'm going crazy or a lil random lately,forgive me.i am going crazy.soon
-with lots of love,peace out-